Tears stream down
From the pain inside
I've lost the battle
Evil's won the fight
They've taken away
Everything I've got
Happiness dissappeared
Sadness is in flight

People move on
I'm left alone
Noone to share
No pain to bear
I want to die
To finally be in peace
The unknown is better
Than pain that hurts 
more than a thousand punches

Living is no purpose
Dieing is a ( Read more... )

I like this guy. This nice sincer guy who practically lives next to me. Almost. Our parents know each other although I never knew they did until 7th grade. Now it's 8th grade. To make it even more fun, he goes to the same school as I do and is in the same class as I am in. 815. It's the "Special Program" class where we have to exceed to higher ( Read more... )

"A fever is an expression of inner rage," - Julia Roberts

Does this mean that I have been concealing my rage of the world so much so that I got sick? Is it the problem that my parents trash talk me in my sleep? Is that the reason why I never want to go home? How come I got sick? Is it because my life has been turned upside down so I end up puking?

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"A thousand of me can never live up to one of her can it?" 
This quote was said in chinese by this woman who loves a man. Too bad that this man is still in love with her dead sister. There can only be one person in the world for "him" and I guess that its in way, true.

Has your dad ever asked you to talk a walk with him? Like...just out of the blue? My dad did. This afternoon at about 4 o'clock. He asked me if I wanted to take a walk with him and Sinbay. I thought it was a jog around the neighborhood but we had gone to several places.
First we had visited a pet shop. My sister is currently going through a pet ( Read more... )

A way to annoy Voldemort: Call him 'The-Man-Who-Let-the-Boy-Live.

LOL......who else thinks this is funny?

I was so bummed after I had found out that both Tracy and Aminta, got into Townsend Harris High School. Out of the three of us, I had to be the one that didn't get in because I was stupid in seventh grade. And I still am. I called my grams and she said it was okay to stay at Aminta's house to hang out. It was the first time where we didn't have to ( Read more... )

CRUSH ( Read more... )

I had gotten a call from the ABC Math Academy women Mrs. Liu and she said "You are missing an assignment for math," and I was thinking "Oh shit," Of course, the woman had to call up my mom at work and told her I was slipping and bad stuff. I don't understand why they do that. I mean...can't they be happy that they're receiving over 800 bucks to get ( Read more... )

Here's the problem with me and why I can never start a novel or story. I'm just too impatient. Let me give you three stories that could be possible ( Read more... )