when i was walking up the steps to my room i hit my head on the collapsing ceiling n a chunk of wall fell into the cup of milk for my cookies. oh look, happy thanksgiving.

Last night I had a dream that Bill Clinton was fingering me in my mom's room. Bill, you dog you!

My days are long, and filled with attentiveness, lots of work, and a comforting bowl pack every so hours. Today I came home from school, went food shopping, took care of the kids, started my homework on the roof while listening to Miles Davis and Tom Waits, had a short of a cigarette, and now I'm about to go back to work. I've cut down on smoking ( Read more... )

Whenever I want to remember anything, I write it down on a little piece of paper that has a kitty in the corner and tape it to somewhere where I will see it. The thing is I do this all the time, so now I have little pieces of paper taped to everything in my house. I feel like I'm in Momento. Tomorrow is my third day of school and this week is ( Read more... )

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I realize a lot of really insignificant things will bother me and upset me that no one else would ever bother to remember ( Read more... )

sometimes i really hate you, stop being pathetic. but i don't. lisa got thrown out, drowning in booze all day at a motel and calling me crying for help. mom and boyfriend have been fighting all day long. i have 14 assignments to do in 8 days. get away from me. one of my best friends is moving to nebraska/ i start school in a couple days. i need to ( Read more... )

I want to get back into photography, and drawing my ass off. Starting today. I also need to read two books and sort if get my life togther. This should start by not being drunk all of the time,. I'll start that one evntually. I already quit smoking cigarettes, started riding my bike more and eating healthier. I guess it sort of cancels out if I'm ( Read more... )

Today was probably the most embarrassing day of my life.