My shoulder is dead and by dead i mean i cant move it at all. WTF!!!!!!!!!

Can you say ball of stress!!!! WTF

I think i left some voicemails for people but i dont know who. I dont know if i did because i erase my call history when im drunk. I also think i said some things that i will regret a great deal. Im not really sure how to fix things if i did say some stuff. If i did Im sorry. If im sketchy now im sorry. I have no excuses for what i said. ( Read more... )

Yeah I have no idea how my brain works but sometimes I feel like I have no bearing on things that could get me in a lot of trouble. I guess its just my emeotions being more retarded than usual. In other news I'm 21 and I dont care. Went to a wedding over the weekend in Vermont. Yeah I hate Vermont. The trees are all fucked up and scraggly and ( Read more... )

I would like to apologize to anyone i saw today for being such an absolute miserable excuse for a human being. I suck and i'm sorry

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It's so bright so early. WTF

I feel like my insides are all twisted in knots. I feel like im trying to bury something inside but i dont know what. maybe its because memories i had thought i had pushed aside have been brought back to my mind. it might be that i want a relationship now and am completely unable to have one. maybe i am looking for a deep friendship that i know ( Read more... )

I feel like a huge ball of energy and it wants to explode out of my body but it has no channel and no focus and arghhhhhhhh i hate boredom. What am i to do with my gazillion hours of freetime when i have nothing to do. i wicked want to go camping or go on vacation but i have no money and no one to go with and i hate that i get left out of plans ( Read more... )

So is there still a Y get together type thing on friday? I mean i would love for it to happen but i mean in order for me to be there i need to know where to go. Unless its been called off. then i guess id just be like wtf mate. anyways just let me know if anyone knows what is going on with that.