psychologist..
he made me realise one thing..what's the whole point in going to the psychologist anymore? i don't say anything..he waits for me to say something..and in the end, nothing is achieved..so why do i keep going back? he says that he suspects i want help for something but i don't dare to say..and he says i can't possibly be cutting myself all for fun..well, he's right..i cut myself because of my competitive spirit..when i hear that someone else has been cutting or intends to cut themselves..i cut too..that's just me..weird but true..he says i need to open up more..true..so if he wants that..i'm going to type out all my problems and print it out and let him read through it during my next appointment..and then jessica smsed me twice while i was inside..embarrassing sia..he actually asked if i had anyone to talk to about my problems..-.-''' if i did, would i still be going to him? the thing i hate about telling my problems in person is that it all sounds so small and worthless..BLEARGH..ah well..toodles..