Insanity of the pouring rain that Doesn't exist.

[tweedfu]

I cannot take much more of life. No matter what I do, no matter how hard I try, everything goes wrong. I cannot take much more. MY mind is crumbling and my body is following in suit. My birthday is soon and instead of being happy that my holiday is coming, I am feeling the pressure of time along with the endless bounty of pain that life brings

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[unibear]

I am sorry that things are going soo badly hun. I know of the frustration of which you speak and I have been there too. all there is to do is hang in there and try to get through one thing at a time as not to get too bogged down. I understand perfectly yhe bliss of ignoring everything and everyone around you as I am very guilty of this to. however i have also found out the hard way that ignoring things only makes them worse and fester deeper into spiraling hell

When It Rains It Pours

[perhaps84]

Before I say anything else I need to tell you that I love you and that I am trying very hard to be supportive because I know that is what you really need right now. I am hurting and have been unable to resolve my issues in a healthy way, not that it's anyone's fault but because we have not been given a suitable chance to do it yet. This is not an excuse for letting my upset about other things boil over onto you at times that I ordinarily would not. However, I am not the only one guilty of this, we both have taken shots at each other that were not fair or necisarily true and certainly not out of love. Be that as it may, I have been taking some things that's intent may have been completely innocent personally as an attack and have reated unfairly and for that I am sorry