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i got drunker than i should ever get last night. i think i have the potentiality of being a very mean drunk. i guess i yelled at rick after he got up and got me water, that i threw up all the water he gave me. i remember doing that, but not yelling. i remember i felt apologetic that i threw up that water, like it was symbolic for rejecting his ( Read more... )

i like

talking walks
the first few minutes/hours with a person you've missed
not sleeping
not believing in the subconscious
intimate quiet

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it was a trial of patience getting here yesterday. i wore a skirt and some flats since it was such a nice day, but only when i got there did seattle decide to start acting like itself. it was a battle against friction getting up to second avenue with flat shoes, at such a steep angle and the bricks running and slippery with water. i was soaked and ( Read more... )

i always fuck up.

it was a good day.

and tomorrow i pack and get ready to go back to colorado after school on friday for my entire spring break.

first off - a student appreciation breakfast. in light of all the recent deaths and accidents in our school, among both students and staff, it was a nice thing. then, i made a print that aubbie actually liked. it was a ( Read more... )

fuck all this papers being eaten by the computer, my mother losing her pin number for my FAFSA & selling her car (which she was supposed to give me the money for) and handing over the title before being paid & her suggestion that i'm a plus size girl, barely sleeping every night i actually need it and sleeping fine the nights it doesn't matter, my ( Read more... )

rick suggested staying in colorado this summer and getting a job down there. it sounds good to me.

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