MESSAGE: PLEASE READ
Hi, this is going to be long, so yeah, I would appreciate it if you were to read it.
Some kind soul out there just informed me about people trying to report to LJ about Hysteria. I was shocked & confused, seriously.
I had no idea that writing something would turn into this. I mean, I already put a warning there, and locked entries on taeminho and shinee_replay. I even put a put an adult warning on this journal.
I knew I was taking a risk on this. I knew people are going to be unhappy or offended by this, but because of the large response by the readers, I decided to continue.
FYI, I wrote something that was inspired by Lolita. I didn't say that I was going to copy the storyline of Lolita exactly. I wanted to do an original take on the story. Besides, what's the purpose of following the storyline when you could have just read the book yourself?
So... Idk what to do really. I'm fucking confused, and it just so happened I was having my break away from the school and life. Gosh.
I really had fun writing Hysteria, and if it just so happened that it had to be removed, then I'm sorry you guys :(
Idk, I think I'm going to disappear from the writing world for awhile, until I can get over this confusion. Yes, I'm that sensitive to these kind of criticisms (not to mention a very low self esteem) I had no idea this is going to bring me down.
So... yeah. Thanks for the support you guys have given me. Without your support, I couldn't have come this far. Love you bbs ♥ ♥ ♥
I know the people who are against this fic were like "Omg finally you guys twenty3eleven's going down" that sorta thing.
I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
So in the meantime, I'll just lock every chapter of Hysteria. And if you guys can help, do help. I'm fucking confused omg. :<
Love, Eleanor
[EDIT]
K, that's it i'm disappearing forever from here. abortions , you win, happy now?
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Some kind soul out there just informed me about people trying to report to LJ about Hysteria. I was shocked & confused, seriously.
I had no idea that writing something would turn into this. I mean, I already put a warning there, and locked entries on taeminho and shinee_replay. I even put a put an adult warning on this journal.
I knew I was taking a risk on this. I knew people are going to be unhappy or offended by this, but because of the large response by the readers, I decided to continue.
FYI, I wrote something that was inspired by Lolita. I didn't say that I was going to copy the storyline of Lolita exactly. I wanted to do an original take on the story. Besides, what's the purpose of following the storyline when you could have just read the book yourself?
So... Idk what to do really. I'm fucking confused, and it just so happened I was having my break away from the school and life. Gosh.
I really had fun writing Hysteria, and if it just so happened that it had to be removed, then I'm sorry you guys :(
Idk, I think I'm going to disappear from the writing world for awhile, until I can get over this confusion. Yes, I'm that sensitive to these kind of criticisms (not to mention a very low self esteem) I had no idea this is going to bring me down.
So... yeah. Thanks for the support you guys have given me. Without your support, I couldn't have come this far. Love you bbs ♥ ♥ ♥
I know the people who are against this fic were like "Omg finally you guys twenty3eleven's going down" that sorta thing.
I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
So in the meantime, I'll just lock every chapter of Hysteria. And if you guys can help, do help. I'm fucking confused omg. :<
Love, Eleanor
[EDIT]
K, that's it i'm disappearing forever from here. abortions , you win, happy now?
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