Comments | twentyeytako: I'm broken.

twentyeytako

I'm broken.

Oct 12, 2011 20:54

my life here is totally fucked up. i don't want to elaborate.

I JUST WANT TO WAKE UP TOMORROW AND BE ON MY BED IN THE PHILIPPINES WITH MY MOM SLEEPING BESIDE ME.

but it's impossible. i'm broken right now.

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wake_up_my_soul October 13 2011, 03:19:33 UTC

*hugs*

twentyeytako October 13 2011, 23:43:17 UTC

we never really talked but i really appreciate your hug. it makes me feel much better now. thank you so much. *hugs back*

akameluv012 October 13 2011, 04:19:23 UTC

sorry, hug!!

twentyeytako October 13 2011, 23:46:22 UTC

why are you saying sorry, honey? i should be the one apologizing for dragging you girls in my problem but i really need an outlet. thanks for the hug. btw, i kinda stalked your user info and found out you're also from the US. hello!!!!!!!

yaotomesugoi October 13 2011, 10:39:32 UTC

MICA D:

twentyeytako October 13 2011, 23:46:59 UTC

MAMA D':

yaotomesugoi October 14 2011, 01:38:36 UTC

what happened bb?

twentyeytako October 14 2011, 02:02:19 UTC

i don't want to talk about it mama. :(

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granity20 October 13 2011, 12:50:18 UTC

mica andito na si ate....
andito lang ang kamay ko in case gusto mong hilahin papuntang america....

twentyeytako October 13 2011, 23:47:38 UTC

ATEEEEEEE. T_______T

kung pwede ko lang tlga kayo hilahin lahat dito. ginawa ko na. sana pwede mag bus mula US gang pilipinas.

granity20 October 16 2011, 14:07:25 UTC

wag kang mag-alala mica, ipapasundo kita sa chopper ko...
intay ka lang sadali ha...nagpagasolina pa kasi...

go_chan2011 October 20 2011, 23:13:42 UTC

*hugs u tight* I dunno what is happening to you, but please have faith that everything will be better soon, and if it´s not then fight for your happiness my friend, that´s the only advice I can give, but please don´t be sad and don´t be depressed, u r a wonderful person and a wonderful author, so u have lots of things to be proud of. U have friends up here backing u up^^

*100000000000 kisses 4u^_^*

*Please smile*^^

twentyeytako October 21 2011, 02:12:55 UTC

reading your comment, it definitely made me smile. i was always the cheerful one in my circle of friends and i guess having no one around to spend time with took away my optimism. i didn't really know that it was this hard to live away from family and friends i was used to seeing and talking to everyday. i'm always thankful i have the internet as a way to contact them but still, the physical presence is different. it's also a burden that i have to live in someone else's house and of course i have to follow their rules. i understand that but that wasn't what i was used to the past 20 years of my life so i feel suffocated at this new environment. i feel that people around me are watching my every move and one wrong, i'm done.

thank you so much for showing your concern! i'm really happy to have online people who cares. i hope we get to know each other better. :)

go_chan2011 October 21 2011, 02:28:36 UTC

You know I kindda get how u feel I´ve lived alone before but it´s just the hard part of growing up, it hurts sometimes and u feel lonely but we all go through that, so please don´t worry, try to find new friends and hobbies, that helps a lot, about u feeling suffocate in that environment, I don´t get how they can do that to u if they are not your parents.

I wish we get to know each other a lot too^_^

Add me back so I can check up on your journal too^_^

*hugs*

twentyeytako October 21 2011, 03:11:24 UTC

i know but i really do miss my mom and my sis a lot. they're both in the Philippines while i'm here in the US living with my aunt and her family. they're all good to me and i owe them much but their family is different from the family i got used to. i really hope to find friends i can hang out with soon.

i added you back. please do check it out and i'll check yours too. :)

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