I can't tell you

[twiggy2055]

I know I can't tell you the truth behind whats really going on, I know I can't tell you cause I don't want you to worry, sometimes I just want you to leave me behind and then I talk to you which makes that feeling vanish. I guess this all happened because I couldn't tell you anything, you told me 'don't think its your fault' I'm gonna call your

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[moshpithero]

I know you'll never tell me, I never expected you to. As nice as it would be, to hear these things from you, the real you, instead of bits of coding and letters, I guess it's better then I'll ever get out of you. At least it's out there, right? At least you're dealing with it. I won't smack or flick you, I suppose, seeing all this now, it never did any good. I guess nothing I ever did seemed to erase that bit of you. I never ment to hurt you, and I never ment any words of endearment as a lie. But you wouldn't believe me anyway, right? I do read these, I may be the only one who does. But this and the few other places you go to are my only places of keeping connected with you