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Yesterday, i made a squid out of cashmere and recycled wool. he is sooper soft, and totally badass. he is a present for dave. i am going to make another as soon as i have more time... the picture is deceptive, he ias actually brilliant fire engine red...


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so i was just thinking yesterday about those antique millinery flowers i had bought at that rummage sale last spring, and how excited i am that its spring again, which is the best time for rummage and estate sales... and i was thinking how much i hoped i would find more such flowers and trimmings this year. then i went to check the newspaper this ( Read more... )

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ive never felt so alone in my life.

Another bird.... I like this one.

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I'm going crazy, like, for real. my mind is slowly unravelling and i cant seem to do anything at all to dissuade it from jumping off some imaginary mental cliff. the nightmares have gotten ridiculously out of control. i feel like i cant sleep and then all of a sudden some horrible dream takes hold and pulls me down into the underworld. i keep ( Read more... )

I dont understand them. all i can think about is the fact that ive spent the past three years putting everything i have into a failed relationship, and no matter how hard i try i cant make it work. no matter how many times i apologize im never forgiven. no matter what i wear im never pretty enough. never old enough, never smart enough, never well ( Read more... )