I dreamed of rats last night.  They wheren't too big. They where four of them, all different colors.  I was in some art place, and I was sleeping there. These rats would crawl on me and wake me up.  Some light came after asking for help that wiped out the bulding and I had to find somewhere to put the rats ( Read more... )

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I'm screening replies so people can be honest without feeling self conscious but I'll post publicly if you give permission and it's just that funny ( Read more... )

Just got in from a fun day in the sun. I'm mellow like jello.  I love feeling this relaxed.

Weekend grats:

• Sitting on the lake more than once
• Fishing, I had two hooked but they got off before I got them in, not bad since I haven't fished since I was 20
• Beautiful weather
• Full moon
• Renewed friendship

I woke up feeling more in control and more emotionally stable.  When I finally got a chance to settle and just pray about it, it made a difference. Than I rewatched Crossroads service online from this past Sunday.  I had distractions at the service because teens texing in front of me, a girl flipping her hair and hitting me with her ponytail, and a ( Read more... )

Got a great message at church today.  I went into the chapel after and weeped. I prayed and thinked God for his graces and taking me away from the sexual addiction. I'm thankful for seeing the light my Lord has sent me and thankful for the four ways the Holy Spirit empowers me.  I am getting filled ( Read more... )

Dang it!  The groups I wanted are filled up and I'm on a waiting list. 

I'm getting a lot of good messages lately from my higher power.

Here are some of them in no particular order

• When you stop being a victim you can have compassion 
• Surrender, just let it be and instead of resentment pray for them
• Timing is just right, everything will come as it is supposed to
• Live in the present
• It's ok to have bad feelings, don't beat ( Read more... )

Enjoying Recovery ( Read more... )

Grats ( Read more... )