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[twilightda]

I've been thinking of starting a ramble for a while. I having nothing massive to say but guess that's not what a journal is always about.

I have Gaz staying atm. He's been really ill today, I guess it's to be expected after the wedding on Friday but doesn't make it any easier. I'm hoping he picks up so he can enjoy being away a bit, I'm sure he

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[babbledebooke]

feel free to say what ever... nothing phases me. Especially having all the wierd stuff going on in my head ha. It will be a lovely break away for you. theres lots of things you can do, and hopefully the weather will be nice and you can sit by the river pretend your at tge sea ;) xx

[twilightda]

Thanks lovely. Appreciate it as have always been too ashamed to talk about it so it's been really helpful that people will understand.I love Stratford!! I hope things are going well in Cornwall. You deserve a top 30th break xxx

[ramblings444]

Yeh if you feel up to talking about your OCD, then I'd say go for it. The people who read your journal will all understand and not be bothered by it. I don't suffer with it myself but I know several people who do (including Gazza) and am always wanting to learn more about it and how it effects you, though I know it's very individual for each person. Having had the anxiety and depression, I know how strong the mind can be so it doesn't matter how silly or strange things sound as I know it's the mind and you can't control it.

Great that you're managing to get away. I really hope you get some sun! The Cornwall plan sounds good too, think it probably would help to stay over halfway. I'd like to go again sometime and also explore Devon too.

Anyway will keep fingers crossed for next week! Lots of love xxx

[twilightda]

Thanks, I just did an entry. i think it helped me to write it down, kinda makes me feel like I'm starting to face it head on rather than hide it away. The mind is unbelievably strong and has so much power over us. Tis weird and annoying! Anyway, thanks for making me feel comfortable in talking about it. I appreciate that as have always hidden it.

And we got sun lol. I always seem to agonise in the weeks before ;) I hope you're having a good time in Spain and managing ok xxx