doubt

[twilighter1991]

I'm going to be okay, I think. I don't know. I am not going to kill myself at least. I was only planning on doing it to keep from being normal and dull. I refuse to be another face in the crowd; another voice..a ghost essentially. But I realize that that is exactly what I would become if I did it. A statistic, a percentage. A fucking number. And

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[realynn8]

At the end of the day life can be beautiful. Yes, it is hard, yes, it sucks a lot often and yes, people hurt you and you hurt them. But don't you let them take you down, cause you are better than this, and you can do this. And most importantly, you are not alone. I am here for you, you can talk with me about anything and everything, I will try to help you as much as I can but first I need you to do one thing, you need to start helping yourself. You need to look out of the window and notice the sun, you need to notice the green and the children. You need to notice the smiles and laughter, you need to see the joy. You need to heal yourself. And I will help you

[twilighter1991]

thanks so much for your love and support.

[lys_chan_83]

Dear, I'm so glad for your desicion of giving life a chance. Life is a contradiction, it makes you cry but it also makes you laugh, it may hurt, but it also give you the strength to overcome the pain, its full of nightmares, but also of dreams, it takes a lot from you, but it also gives a lot. Its full of experiences, good and bad, and both are needed to grow. We only need to do something. We need to be.

Cutting,as most addictions is a way to avoid, to numb, to diminish emotional pain, but it also interferes with normal ways of manage situations, of manage said pain. I know is tempting, and may feel "good", but I only ask something, at the end of day, does that fills the emptyness?

I'm here, and in a way, I've been there too (not like that). But the most important thing is, I want you to want to be here with us too. Believe me, Life can be difficult, but it is worth the effort.

(I'm sorry if I don't makes sense in spanish it does)

[twilighter1991]

thanks so much for your love and support.

[edwardsvamplove]

All I can say is that I am here for you! You have friends here that would miss you! ♥ you hun!

I know that it is hard and there were days that I thought I couldn't take anymore, but there is always light at the end of the tunnel and you aren't a nobody. I am sure of that! *massive hugs*. I am sure you need them!

[twilighter1991]

thanks so much for your love and support.