I have to many failed attempts of trying to apologize to Zac.... everytime I call it's a bad time.... damn it! Why do I call at the wrong times? It seems that I just have a knack of calling only him at the wrong time.... especially when I need to talk to him... I can't stand this.. I just really can't.... I'm cursed... *sigh* woe is me... not ( Read more... )

How are you people of this great beautiful earth today? i guess you could say I'm okay. I love my Kathleen. I really do. I'm gonna die if I don't get off.... I'M GOING TO APOLOGIZE TO ZACHARY!!!!!! LOVE YOU GUYS@!!!!!!

I was interupted yesterday.. .I don't even remember what I typed up.. but to me that's not important... what's important is what I feel today... I'm totally upset.... wow.. that sounded like a prep... but I am.... I'm really upset about what I did to Zac. I shouldn't of taken my feelings out on him. I should've took it out on anything. i shouldn't ( Read more... )

Hello people of this great beautiful world..... it's not really beautiful because of pollution and all of this other shit but hey. It's about as good as it gets.... *sighs* I'm here to make a huge ass apology to someone I write about frequently. Zac. I've tried to reach you/him for about... two days now without talking to him face to face... I'm ( Read more... )

Hello people.. i hate you all... yes I do... but hey people hate me.. I'm sure you do too. I don't care. I'm used to it. I have people in theatre who hate me and I don't care. It upsets me yes and I cry about it but what do my crystalline tears mean to anyone? NOTHING! THAT'S RIGHT! THEY DON'T MEAN ANYTHING TO PEOPLE! I don't care. I get used to ( Read more... )

Ah to me love and death are basically the same thing. You can love some one to death or you can drive your self to death by loving someone. See the same damned thing. I'm glad to say I haven't done either ( Read more... )

Once again I haven't written this for a long time but if you wish to reply to this even though I hardly know who the hell reads this anymore for I heard that Z has known of my account for a while..... which scares me and once again I'm sorry Z for calling you arrogant.... but that's besides the poiunt, If you wish to read this and reply that's your ( Read more... )

Right now I'm bored as hell... wishing for something to do even though I'msure all of my friends are out there today doing something fun or ....something.... So I sit here with headset over my ear listening to Willie Wonka's welcome song from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.... it's the only thing that's barely keeping me content....Tomorrow is ( Read more... )

Sadly to say I only have one more day of summer vacation... I hate to see Mr. D go... I just want to burst into angry and sad tears right now. I can't beileive he had to resign... I'm gonna miss him so much... *silent tears stream down these cheeks* I want to go and make sure that this new teacher didn't paint over the seniors painting... It'll ( Read more... )

Yes the title is true. Yesterday we learned at Mr. D resigned. I wish he hadn't but he has his reasons which are very good. I'm sure all of us at HIrschi Theatre will miss him greatly and hopefully Z will get over himself and be happy today instead of 'oh I'm upset and no body else knows how I feel' shit. Oh yes and I gave Z a huge ass sign of to ( Read more... )