i did it! i came out to my dad. and its all good...more details later tommorow or sat when i collect my thoughts

im thinking about coming out to my dad on thursday...maybe saturday? maybe never...i really want to..i realize its been over 2 months since i told my mom, and well i hate lying to my dad. i love him so much. but i suck with words, and i dont know what to say or how to say it. cos when i told my mom it just all came out wrong.

hey guys if ya added me and ur from oho..could you tell me ur oho name so i have an idea who it is? cos im slow...thanks :)

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almost passed out in church today...ooh look at me go. see the funny thing is..i ate breakfast. i think im just too stressed and all. i cant even tell you one word the priest said..i was so zoned out. *sighs*

tonite was so weird...like trip down memory lane. talking to mike and him asking me stuff about dc and me and jen. grr i was such a bitch in dc. but then him and like "well i guess you can understand why i never really went out with you. probably the same thoughts that raced through ur mind in washington, raced through mine that one football ( Read more... )

life just keeps getting harder
keeps getting harder to hide
darker it is around me
easier it is to see inside

hey! this is my first entry here..i also have my ujournal...which is here silverrainbow
so yeah!