jack of black hearts
my parents came back from minnesota after a week a few days ago, so i was so happy to see them. then they went to chinatown the day after and i told them i'd wait for them to have dinner that night. so i waited, and waited and looked at the clock a lot. and then got a phone call while i was working on art projects that they weren't coming home to have dinner with me.
that was when i let stress crush down on me and i cried. :'( that was a few days ago though.
and i just experienced the most tramautizing thing ever just now
yesterday i was painting the klimt project and this morning too. so i had three cups of water for the paintbrushes.
i got very frustrated over the klimt project
so then i decided to work on my other art project which is an observation of our school hallways as a perspective piece...
while i worked on it, i decided to start a new canvas for my klimt project. so i hopped over the other side of the table and as i reached for a paintbrush ... i knocked over one of the cups of water and the water splashed right onto my hallway drawing and drenched the entire thing in green liquid.
gee i can go cry now and sit in a corner and sob the day away :'(
9 hours... gone!!!!!!! time to start a new one ...
i think i may take off from school tomorrow and dedicate it to the art projects. :'(((((
i'm not really upset. i'm actually really pissed and determined haha. i'm going to try more than my best on this klimt project...!!!! i'm going to give this second try my best shot ever!! go go go!!!