Weirdness all around

Aug 06, 2008 07:56

Had a crazy dream last night I didn't want to wake up from. Why John's Ex keeps popping in my head is a mystery to me ( Read more... )

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dragons_wine August 6 2008, 16:00:41 UTC
I have the sneaky suspicion john likes you a lot and your subconscious is making you paranoid.

I had a dream about mutant cyborg zombies. They tried to eat me.

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dragons_wine August 6 2008, 16:14:59 UTC
oh fine. water= emotion, but John was in the shower a place to get clean. Hes naked which I can only assume means he has nothing to hide.
Peirs are stable surfaces out over the water, and intercourse = intercourse but usually more conversation wise then sex.. unless your horny.
I don't know about Asians and fireworks.

Maybe some day way down the line she'll have reached a place where you guys can by friends (probably not bestest friends ever but thats not the point)

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twinkieeee August 6 2008, 16:53:57 UTC
Im trying very hard to be ok with her, but everytime her name is brought up, or theres some form of contact between the two of them, it feels like my heart gets ripped out and stomped on. Its weird.

I trust him completely, its just her I dont trust, and I dont think I ever fully can.

I know John is a flirt, and I dont want to get in the situation where he flirts with her, and she takes it the wrong way.

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dragons_wine August 6 2008, 17:10:30 UTC
yeah.

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jennyjenny424 August 6 2008, 18:01:18 UTC
This sounds very similar to the situation I was involved in with my boyfriend and his ex. I would have dreams about her too and it drove me nuts. Morgan had actually been continuing the friendship with Melissa behind my back for almost a year of our relationship. It was a bad situation.

If you want to know more, feel free to ask (or read my older entries, though they aren't too descript). And if you need any advice or anything, your situations sounds a whole lot like what happened to me.

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jennyjenny424 August 6 2008, 18:02:51 UTC
And I still cringe anytime I hear the name Melissa, even if it's a different girl. I think I will hate that name forever more.

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twinkieeee August 6 2008, 18:52:05 UTC
Lol, everytine I see an Anna's Linens commercial I HAVE to change the channel ( ... )

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jennyjenny424 August 7 2008, 17:36:54 UTC
That's good that you can trust John. Morgan would tell me he wasn't talking to her but I always had a sneaking suspicion, and it turns out my gut was right all along. But it's good that you're not worried about him being dishonest.

You totally have a right to be pissed about her texting him. I found a message from Melissa at 2am "u still awake" and I was really pissed.

Again, that's really great that they don't have contact. If there were something fishy going you, you would get a weird feeling about it.

My ex tried that withholding money crap with me because he wanted to force me to still talk to him. It was annoying.

I don't believe in staying friends with exes, it causes too much bullshit. But that's just my opinion.

Good luck!!!

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