The older I get the more cynical I become. I used to think everyone deserved the benefit of the doubt. Now I think that there are way more douchebags in the world then I ever thought possible. Have my eyes opened? Or was I just that naive?

I am really missing the game. I actually started to enjoy larp again and then life got in the way. I had other stuff I had to do on Saturdays that took priority. I was super excited that I could go next week untill I realized I have to work on Saturday from 7pm to 1am. THAT TOTALLY SUCKS!!!! I will eventually see my friends again and I miss you all ( Read more... )

I had a friend take some nice pics of me to try and boost my confidence a little. Seems all I noticed about them was that in the close ups my nose is way to big and I can see those wrinkle laugh lines way too much. Sigh, getting old sucks monkey butt.

Went down to the bike shop today to see how much it will cost to get my bike repaired. It has been out of commission since last fall when I got hit by a car. The guy that hit me ran off so I was not able to actually get him to pay for fixing my bike. Total damage and cost 225.00 sigh. I need my bike and a new one would run me around six hundred so ( Read more... )

I have Monday and Tuesday off from both jobs! It does not get any better than that :)

So I went to see Star Trek on Thursday the night before it opened. I went with friends who totally share my love for it. The movie did not disappoint. For me it was the best movie I have seen since Star Wars. I loved it. They did everything right as far as I am concerned. They got the characters right, the actors were brilliant.Everyone seemed to ( Read more... )

I have realized something about myself. I am too damn judgemental as a person. I am the person who has the least right to be judgemental. I have done things in my life that were just plain wrong. I have hurt people that never deserved what I did to them. I am ashamed of many things I have done so what gives me the right to pass judgement on other ( Read more... )

I have been thinking alot about hobbies lately. I have things that I have always wanted to do but for lack of money was unable to try. I did get to take a belly dancing course a few years ago and last year I took a yoga class. I really enjoyed doing it. I have decided that there is one hobby I would like to take up and get serious about. I want to ( Read more... )

It has been about 10 minutes since she stormed out. I told her to get out and that she can find another place to live. She has till April 1 will I go back on this? Probably. Should I? I don't think I should. I can't stand it. All my good friend who know me have heard this song and dance so many times they know the steps by heart. It is a cycle. ( Read more... )

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