You win, it's your show...
So, I dyed my hair. It's a little blonder, but still brown. I'm not sure how I feel but I think I like it. I haven't heard from Lily and I hope that's a good thing. I'm still a little worried about her. But Antonin will be here soon, and I can't wait. I could use a distraction and he's always good for that. I've never felt like this, I mean everything is working out.
I mean, he's coming and being my knight in shining armour, after this we go back to England, and he got his job close to me so I'll see him, and I get to explore all summer long. It's perfect. I'm just worried that the other shoe will drop soon. I mean, what if he isn't happy with me now that we don't have to hide? I mean, there was a certain excitement in hiding, but thats gone now. What if that's all it was? No...I, I hate this, not being able to enjoy the happy things...I need to work on that.
Dress should be done soon. Thank Merlin for little things. Ugh, they hate me and are plotting my demise I swear!
NEXTS
1. Next person you'll kiss: Antonin
2. Next movie you'll see : I don't know.
3. Next person you want to sleep with: Antonin
4. Next car you want to have: I doubt I'll ever own a car.
5. Next time you're going out: Soon. You mean on a date? Or in general?
6. Next time you're going to move: Soon! This summer!
7. Next thing you're going to save money for: Rent.
8. Next time that you will drink alcohol: The stupid ball thingy.
9. Next person you are going to call: Um? My mum, for having no life and making mine worse by patronizing the dress makers.
10. Next place you'll take a vacation: Vacation? Well, all around England and the surrounding areas I suppose.
11. Next thing you are going to do after you fill out this survey: Hex the dress makers Walk. Or punch something...my brother perferably.
12. Next thing you are going to eat: ...ummm Perhaps...ehh... WATERMELON!
13. Next time you plan to be drunk: Depends on how this week goes.
14. Next thing you are going to do outside: Lounge about...or fence...haven't done that in a while...
15. Next person you'd like to see fill this out: Antonin...will not resort to girlish answers...Dorcas would be fun! Or Sirius. They're funny! OH! THEY SHOULD DO A ROUTINE!!!
LASTS
1. Last hug in your family: Mum.
2. Last person you hugged that wasn't a part of your family: Lily
3. Last person you spoke to: Antonin...yelled at the dress maker!
4. Last movie you saw: No idea.
5. Last person you thought of: My father
7. Last person you said "I love you" to and meant it: Antonin
8. Last fight you were in: Acacia
9. Last bar/club/concert/party: Mine...whoa that was a while ago.
10. Last person you messaged on MySpace: What?
11. Last thing you ate: Iced Tea.
12. Last thing you saved money for: Rent.
13. Last im received: Wha?
14. Last im sent: .....
FIRSTS
1. First pet: Menchu. He was the coolest frog ever!
2. First word/phrase: Dood...
3. First best friend: Michelle LeDerce
4. First job: Never had one. Volunteered though.
6. First boyfriend/girlfriend: Mark Sarcque
7. First tattoo: A sun with a cresent moon on the back of my neck.
8. First car accident: Never.
9. First got a Myspace: What?