I didn't hear you leave, I wonder how am I still here?
Riley...
I can't believe it. She's gone. I spilled my coffee all over the place when I saw it, not sure who I startled more, Antonin or the dog. Who would do this to her? Of all people...I didn't think it possible for someone like her to have someone wish her ill so much.
No matter what I do I'm as pale as a sheet. I think I may go to work then leave early, at least to shake Ant. Why isn't he coming around to me? To the idea that Lily is my friend. That there's nothing wrong with it. I need time to crythink, alone.
Time goes by too fast I think. It's crazy.
Hey you.
Um, I was wondering---am I allowed to send Lily something? I haven't been talking to her or anything, but, I saw her in passing the other day, and I think she's expecting. I'd like to send her something.
I love you.
♥
R