This is exactly how I feel about my ex. It's been almost 6 months since he broke up with me too. And it was so unexpected, things were going so well and I woke up to an email that said "I cant do this anymore, thank you for the best times of my life" At least you are still friends with him. Mine won't even talk to me, or even look at me. And he has his new girl. And everyone tells me that I am so much prettier and more fun than her and I wish I could believe them.
well, it was too difficult to be friends with each other, it's just awkward, and constant fighting right after we broke up. but this past week, we decided to hang out. i still don't know if that's a bad or good thing. but i like to believe it's good.
nothing fun about breakups. i'm sorry. <3.
i know someday, things will be okay. sometimes hopes and dreams and wishes are all you have to hold onto. so hold on tight, don't let go of what you don't have to.
just remember we are young. so young. there's much more time to fall in love. (if you should ever want to again).
Hey girl. im sorry youre feeling like this you know that if i was normal things would have been different.
maybe it was a bad idea to chill the last couple of days at least how we did.. i unno. but im always here for you as a friend and you i can never bee that person..
it's okay der. you know how much breakups suck. and i'll be fine. i don't regret anything, you know i wouldn't have rather had anyone else be my first love. you were the best. really. and i know you never meant to hurt me, i do. like i said though, there are times when it becomes to difficult to suppress the way you feel any longer and have to get it out. it happens. i can't change the way i feel, just like you can't. it's different now. but i love being your friend. i love having you in my life.
everything will be okay. and i'm glad we got to hang out recently. don't worry, really. it wasn't seeing you that made me cry or realize how much i missed you-- before i even saw you i cried during a movie, 2 weeks ago.
we will be best friends again. closer than ever. i want to be, if you do. i'm okay. and i know it's different now. <3. --thank you, really.
that made me cry. i have a list of so many silly little things i did with Dan. I love him with all of my heart and he has all of my soul. he'll never bw able to fathom how deep my feelings for him really are. he'll never realize how many times i've thought silly thoughts of being with him forever. how many times i've pictured us in 10 years. happy and still living life the way we want and smiling. the other night he walked out of the movies behind me with his arms holding me so tight. i loved it and everything always feels so perfect when we are together. i had tears in my eyes but he didn't notice. i hid my face from him until they were gone. when we got into the van he kissed me with such determination...the same way he kissed me for the first time in Collingswood. I can never forget a single moment i spent with him and although we are still seeing each other...i wish i could still call him mine. Its not the important part though. what is important are feelings we have....the emotions we share....and the way we look at each other.
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thank you ashley. you know how i feel on your situation. don't let him go. that was a lovely comment, you know i love reading these sorts of things. because you know i'm a fairy tale kinda girl. everything will be okay. i love you. ..mon petit chou. =)
i won't let him go. i just can't. he's my soulmate Katie. we were meant to be together. all the silly things....dancing in the kitchen, playing with bouncy balls, singing together in the van, food fights.....god they are the fuckin best.
i wish i knew if he felt even half of what I feel for him. i wish he would just tell me how much he cares. i know he cares a whole fuckin lot. but....sometimes i wish i had something in writing. or heard him speak of how he enjoys all the little things as much as i do. but whether he says it or not....i know he cares.
i'm not good enough for him and i know he deserves better. i feel selfish as fuck not letting him go. but he's the best thing that has ever came into my life. i'd be foolish to say goodbye.
god i just want him to hold me and for him to fall asleep with his head resting against mine like he did on Sunday. it felt amazing. he is amazing. we are amazing. and what we have is beyond amazing.
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It's been almost 6 months since he broke up with me too. And it was so unexpected, things were going so well and I woke up to an email that said "I cant do this anymore, thank you for the best times of my life"
At least you are still friends with him. Mine won't even talk to me, or even look at me. And he has his new girl. And everyone tells me that I am so much prettier and more fun than her and I wish I could believe them.
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nothing fun about breakups.
i'm sorry.
<3.
i know someday, things will be okay.
sometimes hopes and dreams and wishes are all you have to hold onto. so hold on tight, don't let go of what you don't have to.
just remember we are young. so young. there's much more time to fall in love. (if you should ever want to again).
xxo.
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i really like your away message that says "you should pay rent in my mind."
you= amazing.
i wish we were as close as we were once back in the day.
we should hang out more.
i miss you. i think you are the greatest.
<3.
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im sorry youre feeling like this
you know that if i was normal
things would have been different.
maybe it was a bad idea to chill the last couple of days
at least how we did..
i unno.
but im always here for you as a friend
and you i can never bee that person..
Its not who i am
I cant do it..
I dont want you to hurt anymore
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you know how much breakups suck. and i'll be fine.
i don't regret anything, you know i wouldn't have rather had anyone else be my first love. you were the best. really.
and i know you never meant to hurt me, i do.
like i said though, there are times when it becomes to difficult to suppress the way you feel any longer and have to get it out. it happens. i can't change the way i feel, just like you can't. it's different now. but i love being your friend. i love having you in my life.
everything will be okay.
and i'm glad we got to hang out recently.
don't worry, really.
it wasn't seeing you that made me cry or realize how much i missed you-- before i even saw you i cried during a movie, 2 weeks ago.
we will be best friends again. closer than ever.
i want to be, if you do.
i'm okay. and i know it's different now.
<3.
--thank you, really.
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you know how i feel on your situation. don't let him go.
that was a lovely comment, you know i love reading these sorts of things. because you know i'm a fairy tale kinda girl.
everything will be okay.
i love you.
..mon petit chou. =)
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i wish i knew if he felt even half of what I feel for him. i wish he would just tell me how much he cares. i know he cares a whole fuckin lot. but....sometimes i wish i had something in writing. or heard him speak of how he enjoys all the little things as much as i do. but whether he says it or not....i know he cares.
i'm not good enough for him and i know he deserves better. i feel selfish as fuck not letting him go. but he's the best thing that has ever came into my life. i'd be foolish to say goodbye.
god i just want him to hold me and for him to fall asleep with his head resting against mine like he did on Sunday. it felt amazing. he is amazing. we are amazing. and what we have is beyond amazing.
love ashley
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<3
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(shhh!)
'<3.
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