in such a down mood

feeling so alone

sick of waiting..

maybe i just won't deal with it right now...anyone have a brain eraser?

HAPPY MOMMY'S DAY ( Read more... )

it's 4am and i don't need any other reason ( Read more... )

Italy = amazing...best week of my life..

me = ridiculously pathetic....lets just leave it at that

tonight = me making an ass outa myself...and screwing up any possible....

overall..not bad...( mainly cuz italy was so good it'll prolly cancle out anything right now)

sick of dealing with this...

i don't know what to do...

it's becomeing overwhelming...and it's too much to handle...

i guess i'll go get lost in my world, then at least i dont' hae to deal with it...

i dont understand y people create drama for themselves. doesn't life shit on us enough with out our own help? y not enjoy the fact that there isn't anything wrong at this moment, and be happy. i don't get it ( Read more... )

hmmm

katie and sara

kat and dan

jenna and her kids

sarah and her kids

lisa and ::: blank space :::

hmmm

o well..just kinda blech i guess....:/

wow

it's a lot to think about...

but that's all i do, is think about it all the time...

and i'm not even one of the ones directly affected...i can't imagine what they're going through...

there's just so much

my head hurts

that's pretty much all i've beent hinking about lately. perspective on life, other peoples perspective, the idea of other people having different perspectives from me. it's strange to think abot the live's you 've affected and those that have affecte yours. there are people that i will honestly never forget, and they would probably have no idea ( Read more... )

so i feel kinda...on the outs lately. kinda like the odd girl out with all my friends. it seems like everyone's moving along and i'm just kinda stuck. i feel...for lack of a better phrase.."left out" of a lot of stuff. i guess in way si thought i was closer with people then i guess i am...maybe it's my fault..i invest too much in other people, or ( Read more... )