HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA!!!

...and many happy returns of the day

so time for a real entry...as much as this will be one ( Read more... )

soo...i was actually threatening myself and my roomate with nail polish remover today...as i was lieing like a puddle on the floor of my room screaming at the leaf blower guys outside...if someone had walked in on the scene it would have been prob. the most amusing thing they'd seen all week...in fact my roomate was gett'n a real big kick out of it ( Read more... )

it seems as though i am in a bubble...an invisible, stretchy, yet constricting bubble. inside this bubble is a fog of gray...the sun can't penetrate it...my eyes can't see through it...but every once in a while, in my wanderings in the bubble, i find the edge...and it clears a bit...i stretch it out and push the limits of my fatigue, gray clouds, ( Read more... )

Happy :)

"so i'm taking these pills for to fill up my soul
 and i'm drinking them down with cheap alcohol
 and you'd be inclined to be mine for the taking
 and part of this terrible mess that i'm making
 but you...your the catalyst"

"hiding beneath my blankets and sheets i'm finally free
 i'm kill'n the ghost of you and i'm close to awakening me ( Read more... )

Act I ( Read more... )

i am such a wuss...

alright ya'll due to Annie's last journal entry i have decided to actually update. :) most of you know whats been going on in my life...still living in portland and working at spaghetti factory...but i only have 3 more shifts left until no more serving for me! (thank God!) and on sunday i am going to California to see Drew for a few days (he was ( Read more... )

well folks, i am taking one of my now rare opportunities at accessing the internet to inform you all of my life now. i live in portland, have for about a week now. the place is good, but really lonely when lauren isn't there. i'm still not unpacked, ok well thats a lie, I am unpacked, lauren however is not...but that shall come to pass once we get ( Read more... )