Hello there livejournal world. I'm very sleepy today. I had to close last night and then open this morning. It sucked. Though of course it's my own fault, I traded shifts with Jacob so he could see his father. I'm glad I did although something was bothering him. Anyway. I'm almost done with Mass Effect 2 now. After that I'm starting over completely ( Read more... )

 Blah, today is the most argile day of the year, no matter how hard I try to stop it it never changes. I've been in a shit mood all day today, I have no motivation to do anything beside play Mass Effect 2 and I can't even play it because I can't load the file on the second xbox. Wes is asleep in the living room and I don't want to wake him up again ( Read more... )

 Livejournal has been kind of quiet lately. Weird.

Life is alright, I'm not having a very good day today though, just too much on my mind and such.

I've been thinking about my faith a lot lately as well.

I beat Mass Effect, I'm going through the second run through now.

I guess that's it.

Take this!
I have a lot to update on, but I still really have no motivation to write o_0 So here we go.

Last weekend, Wes and I went to the lake with his family, it was really nice. They fished, grilled out, ect, and we got to enjoy the stars and the lake. I loved it, I'm ready to go camping again, haha. Anywho, Wes moved in completely the day we got ( Read more... )

I don't feel like writing an entire entry, but Wes and I are in Gatlinburg, TN. I'll update when I return.

Can I please have a fucking decent day?! This is ridiculous! Fucking shoot me now. This has been a damn horrible day, just like the rest have been this week. Woke up, went to see my mom, she got irritated with me and told me she wants to just cut ties with me and Chuck. I left, tried to go work out, failed cause I couldn't get in the gate. There's ( Read more... )

This week has suuccckkkeeeddd baaallllssss so far and its only Wednesday. Yesterday was one of the worst days I've had in a long, long time. I went to my mom's to have my tires rotated by my brother, and when I went to leave I backed up off of a brick ledge in their yard and my car got stuck. My mom called my brother freaking out and didn't explain ( Read more... )

Sooo, life is okay right now. I've got to lose some weight though, I've gained 15 pounds, how ridiculous is that? I need to assert myself hardcore, so that's my goal right now. I want to lose 45 pounds by August 20th ( Read more... )

 I just had a weird thought. And this is by no means a bad one, but it's just... Strange to realize.
I'm nowhere near what I used to be. As in, I'm not as suicidal as I used to be, not as quiet and reserved. That somewhat scares me, just because that was my barrier from everyone. I wonder what it is now, or if I even have one. Hmm...

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A song that I ( Read more... )

 Livejournal, I hate you and I hope you die in a fire. I had an entire entry written out and it just deleted it all. FML.

I stabbed my hand, it healed, put me back financially, nothing new.

I'm lonely all the time for no reason, I want to be held so bad.

I scuffed up my car this morning. Sucked.

Chuck got arrested again, he's out.

Wes and James fought, ( Read more... )