alright, i'm terrified ( Read more... )

- my dog died. autumn was prettymuch the bestest puppy ever. his mooing and ability to jump off the diving board will be missed. also, i think we're going to have to buy my mom a new favorite child, and soon, because with both kj and i in college, i'm genuinely afraid of her dying of lonliness. god forbid ( Read more... )

man, i am overwhelmed ( Read more... )

today was the family reunion, and i liked it. mostly i just hung out with the family that's been around, but i met a few people, and some of dziadzi's sisters are still alive and they're the cutest old ladies ever. pretty with-it, too, considering they're ancient. we hung around a good long while, talking and relaxing. then, my mom's brothers and ( Read more... )

i'm surprised that joe's started feeling like home as fast as it did. i finally got completely moved in, and even with a futon AND a couch in the space, it doesn't seem so crowded. it's homey, and i have family right upstairs. i don't feel like i'm sneaking around or in the way or anything, which i'm (obviously) relieved about ( Read more... )

the copa is empty. i never thought that, with our monumental amounts of...well...everything ever made, it could ever be empty, but i was the last one to glance in before sam locked the door forever. she cried. i did, too. all the way to the beltway ( Read more... )

precious downtime ( Read more... )

life's a shitshow. i'm sure most of you knew this ( Read more... )

so life, eh?

well, hina's wedding was just completely beautiful. she looked incredible and seemed really happy and has grown up a whole lot since i last saw her. of course we only got about ten seconds to actually talk to her, buuuut that's sorta to be expected. in the meantime, the 'five' from high school was all together for the first time in a ( Read more... )

So, lately, I’ve been really sad. And I’m not even really sad the way I thought I would be. I was ready to be sad to see it all end, to watch myself lose touch with the people I love now. And don’t get me wrong, I am. But I haven’t been a real student since December.  I don’t actually see many of the people I pretend to be super attached to. And, ( Read more... )