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I had a lot of fun at my party, I'm not sure if it could of been too much better given all that was there. Maybe a movie room, and some would probably say drinking, but it all seemed fine either way. Some people didn't show who said they would, and some people showed up when I didn't invite them, but it was pretty open.... It's just like there was this one guy who is a brother of one of my friends, and I pretty much don't talk to him and we have like no kind of relationship what so ever, and he got there when all of the people that he knew were leaving and then he stayed the night... Kinda weird but he didn't do anything to directly bother me, I don't even know why I don't like him... Just one of those things I guess.
My big test is coming up in a week that decides whether I still remember enough from California to continue being a Massage Therapist. So I really hope I get that... like... I know I'm going to... I have to really, but I'm still nervous. I'm almost completely over my sickness, and that's very exciting... it's only been... a month x_x.
I just got off of the phone with Nick and he's going to help me study for my National, and that's going to be fun because he's coming up on his final soon, so he is studying for that right now anyway... And Erica is getting ready to start taking massage therapy classes. That's super cool, I think massage is like an essential/beautiful thing. And so important, it really helps you understand how the body works and about your own stress and health... It's kinda funny that there are people who smoke and are massage therapists. Just because it's such a hinderance, but to each his own.
So I have a friend who has a bad habit of kinda blowing me off/not returning calls, but it's just a kind of tricky thing. It's not like their intention is to hurt me or anything, I am positive of that, but it's still kind of a bummer when you have something you wanna talk about or have potential plans to hang out and you just can't get ahold of the person, and they don't contact you and let you know what's going on. So do I just continue calling? But then I feel like I'm just "giving" and it could be to the point of being annoying... and the thing is that each time plans fall through or whatever it still hurts a little, even though I know it's not intentional. Oh well...
4 weeks and I'm back at college.. maybe I should start thinking about packing... well honestly, I don't have enough time to do that. I just want to get this massage stuff out of the way and then if I want I can have a part time job in college or something... everything else will just work out like it normally does.