you shouldnt try to impress people. if people dont like you for who you actually are then fuck them. you dont need them.
in middle school i used to try to impress people (in case you didnt notice) and i have more friends NOW that im impressing nobody but myself than i did then. so its not worth it.
I remeber those days way back when, when i tried to impress people. I think i still probably do it occasionally, and i upset myself when i do, stupid self. Everyone says be yourself, but i don't know how i'm supposed to do that when most of the time i don't know who myself is.
I like you ben, especially when you're immature! We've never actually hung out together, and don't really know each other. So i guess we're not considered like real friends, but i'd like to be your friend. :)
I'm glad jakki's partay was fun.
I get to go to fright nights on saturday... looking forward to it.
so like.. i have a small feeling you were talking about me there. So... even if you weren't i would like to share my thoughts. (assuming it is about me).
I don't think you were immature. You were acting really weird towards me saturday night and it upset me. It was like you and Brandon switched places. Brandon was being so nice to me and funny and stuff... And i felt as though you were being a jerk to me. Do I like... Make you mad or something? To make you act like that to me I must've done something wrong... correct? Isn't that how it goes. Well, if that's the case I don't know what I did. I was so quiet in the car because I was upset about the way you were acting... Towards me. I wasn't mad... I actually kinda wanted to cry cause I couldn't figure out why you were being such a jerk to me. So, sorry if I did anything to make you mad or annoyed or anything. I guess I have that effect on people.
No Mallory that wasn't about you, although it did kind of upset me when you wouldn't talk to me after the party. I wasn't trying to be a jerk or anything, I just joke around a lot I suppose, and when I was trying to hug you I was actually trying to apologize at the same time but you seemed like you wanted some space so I kind of shyed away from you.
I'm really, really sorry about the way I acted, I totally didn't notice how much of an ass I was being until later on, when I tried to apologize.
The whole immature and impress thing was someone else who is constantly calling me immature and looking down upon me, and I would hope that you don't think I'm too immature.
Love ya lots, oh and which is the phone number you're using the 214 one or the 310?
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in middle school i used to try to impress people (in case you didnt notice) and i have more friends NOW that im impressing nobody but myself than i did then. so its not worth it.
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amen.
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I like you ben, especially when you're immature! We've never actually hung out together, and don't really know each other. So i guess we're not considered like real friends, but i'd like to be your friend. :)
I'm glad jakki's partay was fun.
I get to go to fright nights on saturday... looking forward to it.
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I don't think you were immature. You were acting really weird towards me saturday night and it upset me. It was like you and Brandon switched places. Brandon was being so nice to me and funny and stuff... And i felt as though you were being a jerk to me. Do I like... Make you mad or something? To make you act like that to me I must've done something wrong... correct? Isn't that how it goes. Well, if that's the case I don't know what I did. I was so quiet in the car because I was upset about the way you were acting... Towards me. I wasn't mad... I actually kinda wanted to cry cause I couldn't figure out why you were being such a jerk to me. So, sorry if I did anything to make you mad or annoyed or anything. I guess I have that effect on people.
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I wasn't trying to be a jerk or anything, I just joke around a lot I suppose, and when I was trying to hug you I was actually trying to apologize at the same time but you seemed like you wanted some space so I kind of shyed away from you.
I'm really, really sorry about the way I acted, I totally didn't notice how much of an ass I was being until later on, when I tried to apologize.
The whole immature and impress thing was someone else who is constantly calling me immature and looking down upon me, and I would hope that you don't think I'm too immature.
Love ya lots, oh and which is the phone number you're using the 214 one or the 310?
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