I didn't disappear. I've just been busy. Been thinking of you!!!

[twisted_knicker]

Ima jump right into it here. My bday was just a day. I worked and I didn't work the station I was supposed to because I hate that station and it's good I didn't since everyone and they're brother came in talking shit about they need whatever. They wanted to cut in over commercials and we can't do that so this guys who's too full of himself calls (

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[lash_larue]

Ever tried. Ever failed. Fail again, fail better.

You cannot ultimately fail if you don't quit. Do it again if you have to, and remember what you learned the last time. Most people who succeed in achieving their dreams do so by dint of sheer bloody-minded determination.

You're worth the effort. (I know it's a lot easier for me to say this stuff than it is to actually do it, but that doesn't mean it isn't true.)

Hang in there, right?

I need to take a little of my own advice because it really is looking like a third surgery on my shoulder. The mechanical part is doing great, but something just won't go away and so far we can't find out wtf it is.

I'd like to meet your mom someday, she sounds like someone worth knowing. Do keep in touch with her, that's what moms are for.

<3,
L

PS: You're right, fuck that sad shit, we'll both make it.

[twisted_knicker]

Your ant icon is scary because I was swarmed by ants and almost died when I was a kid... They did try to eat me... Now I'm allergic. :(

Thank you for always being there to lift me up. I love you, your kindness, your humor, your ability to help people be strong and so many more things that I can't list them all. 💙💙💙💙💙

I can't tell you how sorry I am that your shoulder is proving to be such a problem for you. I am sending good vibes your way for that to be healed and all better.

[cranky__crocus]

Awwr, so adorable and kind to deliver fresh-baked cookies like that. And good on your colleague for noticing how lovely your mother is! (I haven't met her, of course, but I can tell from a thing like that and other things you've said that she must be a great person.)

*Sends hugs.* Lash used my favourite quote already. First year of uni I came out of an exam knowing I'd done poorly, feeling I couldn't possibly take on the rest of them, and I saw that quote up on a sign. I read it enough times that I memorised it and it's never really left my brain. Good way to think of it, really.

Hah! Wish I could rec you a Dom, but if I could, I'd be using her too, hah. No fic recs come to mind but I've been out of fic-reading for a while so I'm out of the loop. I'll keep my eyes open for it.

[twisted_knicker]

Thanks. I've been out of the fic loop since I left LJ. I have wanted to get back in it but at the same time I just have other things I need to do. If I'm going to read it's going to be a book by one of my favorite authors before a fic. Generally.

Sometimes I wish I lived in NY or NV or some shit so I could hire a Dom. But I kinda don't want it to be a stranger... I have trust issues and can't trust someone I don't know.... Makes for not a good time, you know? I've only really had gf's who would kinda Dom me but I'm such a force, I like to fight, that they always backed down. It's so damn frustrating. Sometimes I just want to be smacked and told off!!! Lol but maybe I should e-mail this conversation... Lol!!

💋💙💋💙💋💙

[cranky__crocus]

I seem to mostly read fic if it's something short and interesting or if it's recced (and still, generally, shorter than 5k). Otherwise I'm reading books and doing other things with my time. I do try to read everything in any fest that I enter as a writer, though, which makes for some serious fic-reading!

I live close enough to NYC but never have the funds to get there. Mostly, though, I'm looking to meet someone through the kink community; I want to make sure I have chemistry with a potential Dom and to strike up some sort of relationship, even if it's not a romantic one. So yeah, the idea of hiring one isn't really that appealing to me. And I don't even have the patience to find a gf, let alone find one who'd be a good Dom, so I get you! (That's coming from someone who's a bit...willful, too

I'm at work! You can't do these things to me!

[twisted_knicker]

So I just read the first four chapters and need more.... I also uuhhh need umm.... Well anyway, I'm going over there for like 5... 10minutes....