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[twisted_logic_]

here is a conversation that emily and i had.. i am so depressed right now.  i hate everything about my life, and i realize that i havent been happy in so long.. i just wnat to be happy. i want everything bad to just go away, and i want to be happy.  like truly happy.  i used to be the happiest person ever and everybody would always comment on it..

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[kissing_whisky]

emily is right, you're gonna miss everything if you don't stop feeling sorry for yourself. try to make senior year a good one.

lovelovelove. xo.

[ellyscastle]

if i lived near you we would hang out all of the time. i feel the SAME way about a lot of that. and it's sucks. but i'm hoping things will get better, for you and me!!!

[satinribbon]

oh megan. you need a new mindset.

start with this one:

no guy is good enough for me.

It works ;) Although it really makes you wary of dating guys when they actually want to ask you out. Like that's the mind set I have had for over a year now and any time a guy asks me out on a date I have to rethink it over and over again, and decide if I want to waste my time. You definitely become very self-involved but that really does less harm than thinking otherwise.

[__martini_psssh]

I'm pretty sure I can totally relate to how you're feeling right now. I went through the exact same thing about 6 months ago and it lasted for upwards of 4 months. Basically...I went from being the happiest person alive to the saddest, most depressed person and people noticed. A lot like you, right? It pretty much took the changing of 2 seasons to make me happy again and forget about that. You have to think that there will be so many other happy times to come. It might take so long but it's out there. You have to think that this is just one stupid bump in the road and yes, it sucks and it's really hard to think about being happy in the future but it'll come. It came for me and I know it'll happen to you. You just have to be on the look out for it and when it comes...snatch it up! Hope this helps Megan!

[_cinnamongirl]

I sort of feel like you do right now. I used to be perpetually happy but lately I just find myself crying at the dumbest things which must mean that deep down I am not as happy as I used to be. Everyone goes through cycles of happiness and sadness though, I KNOW that things will take a turn for the better eventually.