Jarrid, you need to talk about yer problems. Yeah I know coming from me thats kinda funny. But If you need anything, and I mean anything, I'm here to help. Shit happens, its unstoppable. Shit needs to happen, because what happens when you dont shit? It stays inside of you and poisons you. Dont be poisoned from yer own shit. I'm here for you. I won't judge you like so many other people believe I will. You are my friend, I love you no matter what you do. Just dont go around kicking puppies :D But I digress... *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG*
I am here for you, no matter what. I promised that once and I mean it. You may not believe it, damn it you may not even want me to be there for you, but I am. Don't fake it, because that too will break. *hugs* Remember your stars and let them shine, you can't hide them all the time.
all apologies...timid_wild1March 6 2005, 19:27:04 UTC
I feel like shit for saying things to you that aren't true in my state of pathetic self pity and loathing... I'm sorry I was (or am) a bitch, I did to you what I was upset with someone else for doing to me... I'm sorry. You're problems are just as significant as mine and probably more important seeing as mine seem quite juvenile and I only continue to run in everlasting circles with mine. I deeply and sincerely apologize... I never meant to hurt you if I did and I won't ever say anything to you that isn't true under the influence of depression again. I'm sorry, I apologize... What more can I say to make you believe me?... I know that you will move on eventually, but right now the hurt is probably so deep that you don't believe it to be true, and no, you won't forget, but I have a faith in you. I believe you will eventually crawl out of the hole of emptyness... Please don't stop telling me things, I want to listen, whether I can help or not... I'm sorry...
Don't listen to any of these comments. They don't understand a thing that is going on with you right now. You do what you have to do to get better for you. You wanna vent here, go ahead, you wanna talk to Sue, go ahead. I'm just so damn tired of people treating you differently because you are depressed. That's not gonna make it better for you. I can say this because I was the same. I didn't realise how much my mind was hurting me to get attention from people until Sarah Griffin told me blutly to get the fuck over it and tell everyone to fuck off
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hello jarrid. this is cevelle. i randomly found your LJ but anyway im sorry you are having a hard time. i dont really know you well but from what i know i think you are pretty awesome. i hope things will work out. :\
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totally great
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:) see ya round
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