yesterday i woke up with the door bell going, begrudgingly i got out of bed to find that it was 12 red roses sent to me from Chris :D:D:D:D:D ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning, and i feel crap. I look even worse, the fact that i have tryed looking nice in the past 3 months really might have something to do with it but i just feel totaly gross and crappy. it could just be part of my hangover....but i have so many friends who are just amazingly beautiful and have all these great clothes and the ( Read more... )

ever get the feeling you have out grown your friends ( Read more... )

I'm looking forward to moving into my new house, ok.......it's litrally in the middle of no where meaning i'm even more isolated than living in this shit hole town.....even the name is scummy.....towers of the sea? who would name a place that? But it will be the first time in ages i've got somewhere proper and it will be like the "family home". And ( Read more... )

Well i´m back home, and........well it´s cold and boring but it´s only home for another month and then i move up to rio bermuza aka middle of no where. But i´m fine with it, it's not like i got out much as it is and i'll be spending 3 days in fuengirola so it'll be cool ( Read more... )

well....i'm sat here in Chris's living room typing this up very quickly before we go to camden, and then museums and then the london eye.

having a great time, the play was exelent last night..........and....Chris is.......amazing...he's really great.

"WAKE UP......WAKE UP..........WAKE UP...........WAKE UP.........WAKE UP..........WAKE UP"

I have dreams ( Read more... )

oh i felt great this morning and now everything has fucked up ( Read more... )

i don't know whats up with me, but what ever it is it's great ( Read more... )

Time is going so quickly. It's silly. I bet it will be no time till i'm at the rocket festival, and i bet it won't be long at all till i go back to england...it's got to happen there is no way around it. i'm sure i'll be happier about it too ( Read more... )