death is the road to awe.

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im starting to feel like i don't deserve to be with anyone ( Read more... )

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ok so im leaving tomorow morning for hawaii.

wish me a good and safe safe safe trip, haha. i hope its a good trip.

im also getting alittle pissed at LOST. don't know how i feel about that.

im going to hawaii on november 2nd because of Work.
yea my job is amazing.
ill be away at least a week i think.

I really want to track down where they shoot LOST.

i don't think im ever going to truely be happy. or ever satisfied with who i am. its always half and half some things are really going great for me. other things are just shit. im just unhappy and i don't know what to do. i can't get over certain things and i don't know why. im putting myself down too much and blaming myself for everything ( Read more... )

i honestly feel like im going to be alone for a while now. and this is something i just have to deal with, get over it and handle. theres nothing i can really do about it. it seems like everyone around me, is happy in a relationship and has someone that really makes them happy ( Read more... )

So, my birthday was honestly one of the best day's i've ever had in long long time. I really had so much fun and have everyone at my job to thank for it. To be honest, i didn't get the one thing i really really wanted, which was to just get a hello and a happy birthday from one specific person. All i wanted was a hi and maybe a happy birthday ( Read more... )

its my birthday, yay ( Read more... )