open entry
i deicided to make this an open entry instead of friends only so i dont have to explain to 80 ppl over and over the same story of how holy cross is..
first day.. i wake up.. and surely i didnt sleep at all the night before so i was exhausted.. i got up bc i had hefferon wake me up before she left for her mcternan trip :-/ took a shower..put my ghey dress code on.. and had the stangos pick me up.. the first day was horrible tho.. i dont talk to anyone in my homeroom besides my cousin nicole.. and of course our homeroom teacher is a bitch.. i cant win.. and then to add to it.. i have like 2-3 mins to get to my 1st a day class.. which is a soph class so it is in the basement.. i have to take environmental bc i already took chem.. joy.. so i have to run down 2 flights of stairs.. 3 hallways.. anopther 2 flights of stairs.. and another hallway.. before i can get to this fucking class.. and of course.. the two days i have had it.. i have been late.. the teacher seems like she will be another kaslusky type.. nice and funny at times.. but you get on her bad side.. you're fucked.. yippie.. im fucked... then after that i have alg2.. so i have to run up all those hallways and stairs.. run to my locker.. and run back downstairs.. but the great part is.. my locker doesnt open unless i do the combo three times.. and i didnt know that so i went to math basically with just a book.. and a pen.. frank is in my class and i knew him from sjs.. and so is monica so its a little easier.. some cute guys too.. haha yah. no then i had art.. and i had first lunch.. now.. this is my wonderful first day.. and obv.. i didnt know anyone.. and the ppl i do know.. well.. they dont have my lunch.. so i skiped bc i didnt want to eat alone.. i went back into Mrs. Sheas room (art teacher) and asked if it was okay if i skiped.. i started t ocry and she hugged me and i told her how it was my frist day etc etc. now art class starts and I sit next to this girl Cathy Chery i guess she went to McTernan but hated it.. idk she seems okay but not like someone i would be close too.. i guess.. and ryan lorusso is in the class.. so that made me a lot more confortable.. finally.. was english.. brit cole sits behined me.. we never really talked or got along in sjs.. but she has been nice to me now.. which is good.. my english teacher is a bitch tho.. like idk how to describe it.. take how clarke and kaslusky and mckee treated me all yr and times that by maybe 3456789.. yah shes a biatch.. umm then day one ended.. and since my asshole of a fucking so called father took away my phone.. i couldnt call gram to tell her when to pick me up.. so i stood outside.. alone.. for 30 mins.. until i started walking.. and there gram is parked on the street.. i felt like a fool.. i got home and cried for a good 4 hours.. and it sucked b/c i had no one to talk to b/c everyone was on there trips..
now for B day.. which was thursday.. my first class was french one bc i droped spanish.. haha im with freshman.. andie is in my class tho.. she is in my grade and use to go to sjs.. but the best part of school happened before b day started.. i ran into vin.. he gave me such a big hug and it made me feel a lot better.. i tried to find him the day before but bc he is a sophmore i couldnt! he made me smile all day and i think that helped me like b days more bc some of my classes are near his.. so french one was er okay... i didnt know anything tho.. obv.. lol.. then after that i had history.. erica is in my class.. but still i havent talked to her in like a good 2 yrs so.. its weird.. so is patricia.. also an sjs alumni.. umm so i sit in the front.. and this girl ashley is behined me! she was the first person all week that had been extremly nice to me.. besides like my cousin and the few sjs ppl i knew.. our history teacher is awesome too.. he wore the most insane outfit.. and he told us to "hook-up" with a partner.. and ashley asked me to "hook-up" with her.. haha yah! then after history.. i had better body.. i was terrified to be in that class.. but i ended up meeting this girl valerie who was also knew and had to take gym bc she didnt have the gym credit either.. i had first lunch again so she asked me to sit w/ her bc i reallly didnt know anyone.. nor did she.. she seems like someone that could be a cool friend to have.. umm then we had better body.. and i think for wanting to drop it.. besides history that will be my favorite class.. its me and val.. and probably lik 14 hot guys in my class.. haha yah.. Good i forgot what real guys look like (no offence mcternan) yah so it actually seems like a really cool class.. and i wouldnt mind becoming more buff and have some abs lol.. then i had religion.. omg my teacher talks to her fucking shoulder.. its like weiirrdd.. val was in my class again so i walked with her.. so was christina.. god i havent seen her since 8th grade and we were like best friends too.. umm and so our some other ppl idk.. so yah basically i love B days.. a lot more then A days..
A day B day
-Enviromental -French 1
-Algebra two -History!
-Drawing -BETTER BODY BITCH
-English 10 cp -Religion
so those were my first two days.. i had a day again today.. ragh i hate fucking a day.. i know like NO ONE.. but ryan lorusso asked me to have lunch with him today so i didnt have to be alone and he has some crazy friends.. he's a pimp all his friends r girls.. lol.. idk.. i skiped out on the play thing today.. i will just go in the office and see when try outs r..
monica is turning 17 so i will probably go to her party.. and wed i am going to watch the girls and boys take on sacred heart in soccer.. i think once i go back to mcternan i am going to cry..
everyone came back from their class trips today and i saw one of the busses pull in and needed to run in the house bc i almost cried infront of my gram.. now i am talking to a bunch of ppl online and it really hurts.. this was my favorite tho ( me talking to my hefferon )
OrganicgirlL : ms clarke asked about you on the first day
DaDsLiLDeFeCT xo : ...
DaDsLiLDeFeCT xo : what did she say
OrganicgirlL: she wanted to know how you were, and then she said tell her i said hi
OrganicgirlL: and that she hopes you like it there
DaDsLiLDeFeCT xo: tell her to fuck off
that made me cry too.. i love how when i am gone.. everyone becomes all like "aww tell her i said hi" god fuck you all..
i am going to go now tho.. bc i have been crying the last 3 days and i need to talk to my hefferon about everything.. not talking to her the last three days has made me antsy..
i love and miss you mcternan class of 'o6
i will be back soon.. hopefully.. have a
great year and please keep in touch :(
Class of 'o5.. have a great senior year!
you guys deserve it *MUAH*
and mama i've been crying...
..because things aint how they use to be
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