i started writing this like 8 times already but cant get out what i want to say clearly enough. Anyways. I use to have a mild case of depression. Actually. so said my therapist. For as long as i could remember i would just cry myself to sleep. I use to think about running away. everything was just going wrong for me and everyone in my mind was out ( Read more... )

Friday:
I had work. bleh. School was long too. Went to the mall with marissa. Didnt really buy anything sept food and a planner. Then chris picked us up. We droped of Rissa. Then i went to his house for the night. Watched billy madison and started watching bone collector. I <3 his turtle dante. um went home around 12:30ish and fell asleep. yah me ( Read more... )

its been a weird emotional day. So i just read marissa's xanga and i decided to write everything that makes me happy and the things i love lately. or that im looking forward too.. woot

My Valentine Card from baby Sam (1 ( Read more... )

Life has been relatively good lately. kinda bumpy. but things always end up chearing me up. so its more like. pebble bumps? idk im talking outta my ass and the smell of sharpie has consumed my room. This week is going by insanely slow. and thats only because im really looking forward to this weekend. and so this week is going to be a bitch to me. ( Read more... )

Today was awesome. i woke up early. marissa got droped off. chris picked us up. he met my gram. bah. we drove to danbury. he went to play hockey. we watied for like an hour and a half for the game to start. his parents came. his mom is so adorable. its like. funny. hockey is like my new favorite sport. they won. like 7-2! they're really good. ( Read more... )

this is the third time im writing an entry.. well sorta.. i wrote one.. and then erased it.. i wrote the second and then just didnt care and erased that. i dont really have anything to say. lets see. Thursday i went over marissa. had a very good time. Friday i worked and umm oh yah went out to the mall with chris marissa and jake. i bought that ( Read more... )

♥ Play with her hair. Talk to her in movie theatres. (Snuggle, Hold her hand, and lightly kiss her.) ♥ Pick her up and pretend you’re going to throw her in the river; she'll scream and fight you but secretly, she'll love it. ♥ Hold her hand and walk. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand. ♥ Pick flowers from other people’s Yards and give them ( Read more... )

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yah confusion is the sucky part of life
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work has been boreing lately. idk. W.e. Got home from work today. Hefferon was waiting for me on my couch. oh boy. hung with her for an hour or so. there was absolutely no food in my house besides celery and smart ones. i think at that moment in time i woulda preferred salt. anywho so chris came to get me with erik. or is it with a c? idk. we went ( Read more... )

went to lyssas on the 22nd.. her birthday.. gave her presents.. hung for an hour.. then i went to my marissa.. hoped into bed.. tried to sleep but couldnt.. Jake nd his bro came over. it was his birthday too.. not jakes the brothers.. so we made amazing brownies.. so much choch. im the best brownie maker ever. Went downstairs.. some girl jess came ( Read more... )