So i've spent 3 of the last 5 days throwing up... its no fun. I'm missing out on Christmas cheer and whatnot... riiight. well, at least i finished my shopping, almost, last nite. and i worked on my crafts tonite. and slept a lot today. it was soo nice. TWO MORE DAYS!!! i can't wait for break. then its Christmas Eve, Christmas day, then off to ( Read more... )

hmm so this morning my mom took my baby brother back to the hospital cos he was having respiratory distress. He sounded soo bad. it was really scaring me. but then as soon as they left, i like started balling. i guess because a) i want him to be home and better and b)now everything's gonna be bad again and christmas is less than 2 weeks away.... so ( Read more... )

*As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let you down probably will--You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time--You'll break hearts too so remember how it felt when yours was broken--You'll fight with your best friend, and lose friends you thought you would always have,so ( Read more... )

I do not understand people. They are disgusting, heartless, terrible freaks. I JUST DON'T GET IT. . . so, my theory is that the only reason person A is acting like they are is because they have a thing for person B and the only way they can like them without feeling guilty is by acting this way towards me. HOW CRAPPY IS THAT ( Read more... )

I'm taking a note from Jen ( Read more... )

[my name is]: christina marie, christyna, tyna, tynes, punky, punk, spunky, punkster, punkmeister(oh aundy), nina ( Read more... )

Ryan finally got into surgery on Friday. My mom took him into Hopkin's at like 7am and they started around 9ish. It didn't end until almost 5pm. Because the surgery was so long, his chest swelled up so much that they couldn't close it, so he's been on life support since friday, not awake or anything. Hopefully, today they will be able to close him ( Read more... )

So i realize that by reading my live journal, you would probably assume that my life is soo terrible. Well, its really not. Yeah, bad stuff happens to me, but bad stuff happens to everyone. I just happen to be super sensitive, and things really effect me. So, i'm sorry about that. Also, lj tends to be my outlet for upsetness, and xanga is more just ( Read more... )

why do i screw everything up ( Read more... )

meaning in less than 24 hours i will be in Frostburg with my bestest of the best. :) that makes me happy. a lot happier than i have been lately. hopefully this weekend is just what i need ( Read more... )