i dont remember the last time i cried; the last time i wept; the last time i convulsed in tears. i tell you what tho... today will go down in history. i'm not doing this because i'm sad. i'm just distressed. i dont know what to do... where am i? why do i exist? why i fail when it really matters but succeed in those tiny things like work and study? ( Read more... )

speaking of bipolar; check this action out ( Read more... )

i'm really pissed off, angry and hateful towards people today and i haven't the foggiest as to why ( Read more... )

i swear getting up early for those oh-so-belovéd nine a.m. classes and actually attending uni and/or living at the same time do not go together. It's like two north magnets or two south magnets. el lamo to the max ( Read more... )

i'm drunk.
but what else is new?

happy birthday to me! happy birthday to me!
happy birthday to me! happy birthday to me!
happy birthday to me! happy birthday to me!
happy birthday to me! happy birthday to me!
happy birthday to me! happy birthday to me!
happy birthday to me! happy birthday to me!
happy birthday to me! happy birthday to me!

19 is such a sucky age.

not that i'm counting... but it's two weeks till oomie arrives in aust tomorrow.

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HOLY SHIT! i spose it's been about... uhhh.... three years since i last was able to merely touch her, let alone speak to her without being asked for a large sum of monies for the privelige.

FUCK.

looks like my wonderful ski holiday is over once again :( i will miss you, snow ( Read more... )

this is an entry for the sake of an entry ( Read more... )

- nuclear weapons will be used one day
- love is a realistic emotion

discuss, offering reasons why and/or why not you believe the above propositions are true.