i have just realized how much stupid stuff i fill this journal up with ( Read more... )

wow logan broke up with me today then told everyone it was my fault what a day what a dollar

okay everything is back to normal and i cant really say anything about it, im not happy yet im not sad. i have no regret but i have alot of guilt i guess we are normal

it was the end of everything last night and the worst part is, its my fault and i make myself sick.Out of everyone I should know the effects of cheating my parents broke up because of it,my brother broke up with the love of his life for 5 months for doing it, and now to conplete the chain i threw away a love and most likely a friend. I swear if ( Read more... )

why does everything come as a suprise I mean life is so................well life, how can we be so stupid its like everything is WOW. And then there is how life comes to me whoopifriggindoo. I wish everything could be normal instead of this backward southern hick stuff (im sorry if i pissed anyone off by that last comment)

today we walked to the bridge and we were doing back flips and shit off it then i jumped in like the 7th time and i got bite in the boob by a gator, It hurt so monica and angi start beating the shit out of it, it was crazy oh my god i love them so much. when we grow up im going to be a pole dancer. I'm still going out with logan and for people who ( Read more... )

This is my life........... Get married have kids die.......I guess i should be lucky this is the only thing expected from me, Im tired of being tied down by logan, i love Logan i love hanging out with him I love the people he hangs out with and everything else but you only live once and i cant take not being able to have my fun. Im really confused ( Read more... )

yeah sorry i haven't wrote in a while i have been trying to figure out a little thing called life. It's an intresting thing to think about. It almost mad me slip slowly into maddness. Anywho yeah my life im dating Logan we have a pretty normal relationship it has its good and bad but such is life. I have been dating since the 27th and i really have ( Read more... )