i have recently called someone who I have been avoiding, more so putting off calling because i wanted to give myself time to change.. this evening i am now going to prove to myself i am not who i was, and see this person.. I for once, have faith in.. me.

I am distracted by the flying dragons, forgetting what i was doing.. oh, yes.. update ( Read more... )

as i hear the helicopers fly over i remember the amusing events of today in what i once thought was a boring old town... hehe... okay... me and mellie went outside to buy some cigs and the next thing we see is a red jeep cherokee crash to a stop, with two back dudes running out as a pig on foot runs after them., with the screaming sirens of pigs to ( Read more... )

okay.. i agree.. people are idots. The world's stupidity is sickening... i'm noticing more of how things are, or as much as they are without being opinionated, i just want to take a nap, and for a moment travel back to a happy, carefree time that i recall.. this sunny day reminds me of childood ( Read more... )

inhale ( Read more... )

waiting for aol im to install...
grrr..
having a lovely time... drank a bottle o wine
bit tipsy, but not so much
so many noises around me... i cannot hear my own thoughts.
the pendulum swings to and fro
as time mocks my impatience...
56 percent... yaeh..
rather content for i am fortunate

Don't let your dreams die.

I'm a little confused... i used to love coming home, it seems to have lost it's joy. I'm not going to sit here and bitch about the things in my head... i'ts not your problem.. all i can say is mellie, i still love you regaurdless. All we are is dust in the wind ( Read more... )

GRRRRRRR ( Read more... )

Smiling at the memories of the past few days as they run though the back on my mind ( Read more... )

In case you were wondering ( Read more... )