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twistedkittenfu

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May 13, 2005 05:58

It's running close to six am right now. I still haven't slept and it's not because of anything I've done. I assume that it's because I still have that bit of nocternal blood in me thanks to my Mamma Dot. I've been thinking for the last few hours of all those that have left me behind. Everyone wonders how I can talk so cooly of those that die in my ( Read more... )

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Issues... purewhiterabbit May 13 2005, 15:42:51 UTC

That's just how it seems every now and then. How about you stop once in awhile and try to realize that people die. Whether it be natural, accidental, or purposely. That's how life is. The fact that we shed tears for them shows that we actually cared that they were a part of our lives. That's what I meant by saying don't bottle shit up. It's okay to cry. The fact that you don't makes me wonder how you can say that I have problems feeling. Be grateful that they were ever a part of your life, don't dwell on the fact that they aren't anymore. It'll make you feel better. I guarantee it.

xxspikedwristxx May 16 2005, 09:45:42 UTC

I'm sorry you have lost so many. Just this year Andrew lost his Dad, we found him dead in the bathroom....I'll never forget it, everytime I think about it, I feel as though it were just yesterday. It's so hard to move on from that, I still haven't gotten over my Grandfather dying at least 4 or 5 years ago....However, this year Andrew's Dad who I knew quite well, my Dad's best friend Brent whom I've known since I was like 9 or 10, and a week before that a guy named Darrel that lived in my neighborhood that paid me like $50 to cut his grass every week and I've known him since I was real little like 6 or 7. It's hard to lose ppl you care about and it's hard to get past it. I can't bottle it up inside like you do, and sometimes I wish I could, but it's prolly for the best that I don't cause one day all of that unhappiness, anger, sadness, and all the bad comes out, and you may lose it and go over the edge. Just remember it's ok to cry, I do it all the time. It's always ok to cry and be upset. If you ever do decide to let it all out and ( ... )