the stockroom at work, vomit and i hang out way too much ( Read more... )

my birthday is september 2nd, and all i want is to see oakville peeps together one last time before the new school year and everyone departs their own ways. please help this come true.

second ambulance ride in one month. called 911 for my mom she was having heart and breathing problems...her heart wasnt pumping properly so they had to shock her...can we discuss a possible vaca from this stress called life to oakville so i can spend some time with friends getting tarded? please love me just for one night...i am begging you as ( Read more... )

24.4 pounds..slow and steady ( Read more... )

23.6 pounds...slow and steady.

through life as im gaining the things i thought would make me happy i realise that i was wrong and its something else i need to make me ok... how many times am i gonne be wrong? will i ever get it right?

cody has to have surgery. minor. mike has 2 out of his 3 appointments scheduled to find out why he had a seizure. oh, i have "abnormal cells" on my cervix and have to go get that checked out. going for blood work today ( Read more... )

mike had a siezure yesterday. one of the scariest things ive ever seen. i was terrirfied. we got to the emergency at 6pm, and mike didnt see a doctor until 3am...FUCKING RIDICULOUS BEYOND BELIEF. he's ok now, but has a few tests to go through. puts shit into perspective nah mean?

so last week i stayed the same weight, which is ok, because i had mcdonalds. this week i lost 2 for a total of 18.4 pounds. people are all encouraging and all like "yeah i can see a difference", but seriously, no they cant, i dont feel a difference at all........again that is probably because i have so much to lose so just a little bit doesnt ( Read more... )

smellcat ( Read more... )

i did 15 minutes of hardcore working out...hr 160+, and then 3 minutes of cool down, on the eliptical. its not like my lungs were ready to handle it at all, but fuck man, YEAH I DID. rearranged my room for optimal space efficiency. found out that a friend was pissed at me for never returning his messages over msn, and that was because mike kept ( Read more... )