Holy shit its been forever since I've posted. i wonder if anyone even reads this thing anymore. I'm hardly ever online, cuz Brian bitches me out whenever I'm on the computer ( Read more... )

what the fuck... would u be weirded out if your boyfriend never wants to have sex w/ YOU and then when ur gone he downloads porn and jacks off and then fucking LIES about it?! what the fuck?! its not a big deal but he has to LIE about it... waht the ass????? if he lies about stupid shit like that, what else could he lie to me about?!

ok so brians not home and its 1130 his time.... where the fuck could he be eh?

i am so drunk rite now

holy shit i'm going home tomorrow... i can't wiat to see everyone. hopefully ill get to go to motown to party with scott and frankie for a night... but if not... CLARKSBURG GET READY TO PAAARTAAAYY!!! :) :)

Awwww but I'll miss my BABY! :(

I've realized that I can't have fun anymore because I'm too fucking worried and paranoid and suspicious and shit of Brian. My GOD, he can't even MENTION another girl without me getting all mad! It's so fucking ridiculous. I used to not be like this. I used to be happy and free, and now i feel more and more everyday like i'm 40. I'm tired of feeling ( Read more... )

Am I really that pathetic? Why yes, I am.

HOly shit i dont' know whats wrong with me. What the hell.

I <3You

Nothing really exciting has been goin on here. Brian and I have fucking amazing sex, thats about it. Yeah so can you say multiple orgasms right after one another? Yeah. Its THAT good ( Read more... )

Oh holy Jesus I just talked to SidneyyY!! He got a cell phone and I talked to SEdars toooo and he's moving to Virginia TOMORROW and that makes me sad cuz i won't be able to see him when i come in :( And then someone beeped in so they had to go... ahh holy shit its sedars's last night in cburg and I can't party with themmm and i want to b/c people ( Read more... )