i couldn't help but think ( Read more... )

departure timei was angry ( Read more... )

my mother just told us that we had to follow her orders without question ( Read more... )

watched spiderman.

it was OK, i guess. i won't bother giving a commentary.

a lot has been going on at home. don't bother asking. i guess, i just don't believe you'd *toooooooooot* [people are too sick to hear that].

ah, fuck, LONG post, ain't it? will see if i can make it even more boring.

all day, i was fricking excited. Clubs took up the last 80 minutes of the day, and i sure as hell was going to Writer's Bloc ( Read more... )

freedom defined by a fourteen year old in AA, year II section 4:

freedom is when you let go of everything you falsly believed is important and holding on to the beliefs that truly are.i love my barkada, they were part of the few who accepted me, and though i know that that acceptance is limited, it has meant and will mean a lot to me ( Read more... )

NO. I'VE HAD IT. damn all SUBTLETY!she kept her promise. i can't believe she . . . she kept her promise. Crystal's back. she was my best friend all the way back in 5th grade. i kept . . . all of her letters . . . all glued up in a diary. [yeah, a diary with Winnie the Pooh on the front cover ( Read more... )

death is an illusion we all want to become a reality

DAMNABLE LATCH! DAMNABLE LATCH!

it won't COME OFF ANYMORE! *laughs*

I'M SO // HAPPY // IT WON'T COME OFF ANYMORE. i'll be free of who i was, who i could be, who i want to become. i'm FREE free of the desire of knowing who--.

FREE of ever caring.

just FREE

AM READING BOOK OF LOST TALES by JRR TOLKIEN

i've got to get more obsessed with Lord of the Rings. i need to start memorizing names fast . . . darn! i only know one name for Manwe and Aule and Tulkas, and i keep forgetting who Yvanna's younger sister is.

I NEED TO START READING AGAIN6, new record, different place but the same means, not bad. ( Read more... )

i don't even see.

i don't want to hear people tell me they're there for me, because i don't believe them.

i feel guilty - i do not believe them.

i think i prefer Lust to Love.

my friend thinks i'm a genie. really, how can a vampire be a genie?

i hate people who