happy anniversary :o\.... wish i could just speak to you...

things have been getting better... so i cant complain...

liz i love you soo muchh <333 u make me soo happyy :]

ive come to the conclusion that whenever u think something is fine that it really isnt... u try to think about everything that goes on and make urself feel better saying everything is amazing when u really dont know what u want in ur life and u dont know what to do.. one may seem like there having there own little "perfect life" when there really ( Read more... )

im going to say this now... i from now on do not give a shit on what happens... cuz it seems to me even when i try to make certain things work it always seems to fucking backfire...it seems to me that im wasting my fucking time with everything that i do... i just want it all to be great but it always end up with nothing but shit... so for everyone ( Read more... )

1year 6 months... blahh i wish u were here :(...

blahh today isnt soo great.... its my birthday and the people that are most imporant to me arent here to enjoy it... hopefully everything will be fine... but yea this sucks... liz i miss you <333.... lets see how this birthday is..

this summer is showing me that its going to be the most tiring ive ever had... now work is a big part of time.. i dont feel like moving anymore but its still only the beginning of summer... my birthdays coming up.. july 9th... too bad everyones basically not gonna be here... i miss my girlfriend... i cant wait for her to come back... blahhh

i miss you <3

i wish you didnt leave....

blahh i dont know what to fucking do.. too much shit going on and i seem to be saying things that no one cares about but thats normal right? w/e i say dosnt mean anything but w/e this was a really pointless entry im just really fucking pissed off... fuck it ... goodbye

first off id like to start off by saying yesterday was the most amazing night ever... it was the night ive wanted for soo long.. liz i love youu<333 your amazingg.. hopefully today will be the same... that would make my weekendd.. thought id write thatt and now im off to work outsidee cuz my parentss are lazy and dont like to do things themselvess