Title: I Broke Apart My Insides, I’ve Got No Soul To Sell
Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 15,000
A/N: This is set right after ‘My Heart Will Go On’ (with spoilers for all of season six), and was written for
dc_dystopia. Also, the title comes from ‘Closer’ by Nine Inch Nails.
Warnings: Blood play, knife play, rimming, rough fingering, asphyxiation, potential dubcon (Dean’s lack of soul, and Castiel’s state of mind), bondage, spanking, general physical violence, rough sex, graphic memories of torture (Hell), brief allusion to past non-con (Hell).
Summary: Two years after Sam Winchester goes to Hell, with the world once again hanging in balance and Castiel hating himself for the decisions he’s been forced into making, Dean Winchester agrees to loan out his soul to power up one of Heaven’s weapons. It’s an alright plan except for the fact that, with Dean’s soul out of the picture - and with Castiel exhausted from the war, and overwhelmed by the pressure of never once letting himself be anything but the perfect little solider - Dean and Castiel seem to be heading towards something that Castiel’s not sure either of them can come back from.
Amazing artwork by
rednarcissism can
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Prologue -
Part One -
Part Two