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[twitched]

please don't.
i need to learn.
need to learn.
again. i need
myself again
but i don't
i don't
know
where to
where to
where to
broken
record
oh fuck
oh
oh
oh
oh.

i am
not
a
good
person
and my
body
moves
too
slow
but
my
mind
is
just
as fucking
sharp
as
i
never really wanted it to be.

check it out: i just wanted somebody to smile when they saw me.
but i'm just a little possessive.
though i wouldn't give THEM my all.
no no.
plays it safe.
plays it sneaky.
then is actually (you dumb bitch) is surprised
when he finds someone for himself
dumb
only a month or two in the making

if all i wanted was some boyattention/affection
why am i so inexplicably shattered
(i have my own.)