So yesterday I was kinda depressed about the status of my love life, so I decided I would log on AIM to chat with some friends. This guy from my hometown messages me and starts chatting with me. The banter begins ( Read more... )

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So anyways, today I had the extreme pleasure of talking to Kyle again. He sends: "Hey, are you ever going to let me play Dandylion?" Dandylion is my character on Dark Ages of Camelot. Kyle only ever talks to me when he wants something, not because we're friends. So I tell him no, that he can't use my character because we aren't friends. Then he ( Read more... )

Kevin Saunderson + Dimitri = orgasm on Monday night

This past weekend I was rummaging around on my old computer and found a lot of the old music I used to listen to. In the songs I found, I found a lot of songs by a singer called Rollergirl; now I'm all into her music again :D. Her songs, as you can imagine, are very bouncy and happy, much like me :D. Anyways, everyone d/l songs by Rollergirl and ( Read more... )

Today I have so much work to do! I have to study accounting (test coming soon), eat, and go to the Aut Bar later tonight. Last night Ricky, Mitch, and Cole kidnapped me and took me to the Arb at 10:30 at night. It was scary for me, walking around in the woods at night. 4 fags out of their element. They wanted to go by the cemetary gates in the ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish that I could just close my eyes and wake up 3 years later, when I'm not such a silly boy anymore, but that's not reality. My current goal for my healing session is to try and not be so silly anymore, to be strong like I once was. It seems so long ago...

Wow, things have been getting crazy this week, I've been so frazzled ( Read more... )

After some examination of my past relationship with Kyle, I've decided that a change is needed in my life to not allow people to walk over me. Kyle said a lot of very cruel things to me, so shame on him, but shame on me too for letting him. I've decided to give myself permission to never allow this to happen to me again. I know how I want to be ( Read more... )

So, someone conviced me to join this thing, and now I have to try and figure out how to use it. Maybe this will motovate me to do great things, like finish (start actually) my website www.twitchy.info, and make some cool JAVA programs. We'll see, but my guess is no. :-( Anyways, I'm waiting on Matt to get back home, and then I need to take a nap ( Read more... )