I was walking with Chloe and we were collecting leaves, and I picked up several green leaves to kind of keep a bit of summer with me. We got back upstairs and I sat with Chloe for a few minutes. When I picked up the leaves to go the green ones already felt a little less fresh than when I had picked them. It can be hard to let things change when ( Read more... )

I am having an absolutely great day, and a great week. It's good to be back in the world of the living.

There's rows and rows of houses, with windows painted blue ( Read more... )

I finally saw Dogville last night. I thought it was an amazing movie. At the end it's so easy to feel sorry for absolutely everyone, or absolutely no one. I think von Trier was going for the "absolutely no one" end of things, and I think that's where I'm leaning at some points ( Read more... )

This week was far too jam packed to be a learning experience. This was more of an avalanche, but I'll appreciate it when I'm older. Most likely within the month. So much, so much. Too much, almost.

I guess I forget that there are a lot of ways you can hurt people. Mostly I just forgot that I was capable of hurting people.

I didn't intend to.

I'm responsible for every reason I'm feeling bad tonight, and so I just feel very stupid on all counts, I guess.

I'm so moody tonight. I didn't know I was until I snapped several times back in the room ( Read more... )

Eh, so I felt like writing. "Out of It" is proving very interesting. I'd never given too much thought about the legalization/criminalization of drugs until now, or the idea that the drive to become intoxicated almost seems to be a part of human nature (the examples given were young children spinning around until they were dizzy, or holding their ( Read more... )

Back at school, in the room, with the friends. All of the constant people/social situations is a bit taxing and I've snapped once or twice when I haven't meant to, but I think once classes start my moods will get back on track. Right now it's just difficult to be in such large groups of people all the time, not wanting to be alone but also not ( Read more... )

Audio:
Postal Service
She Says (again)
Jose Gonzalez
Garden State Soundtrack
This Bouquet

Scent:
Clairol

Numbers (not sensory, but new):
14
34
5

Visual/Tactile:
Friendship bracelets
Coloring books
Highway cones, lines, lights