everything built up

[twizlaz]

i dont remember the last time i have cried at school. but for so much i wanted to let out in tears im proud i held so much of it in. school just isnt the place to break down.

i had a horrible day at school. the only times i was happy was when i was playing soccer and had my mind off of evrything. i love soccer and friends.

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your friends love you too..

[anonymous]

im glad soccer/friends cheered you up..
-Always smile even if it's a sad smile because sadder than a sad smile is the sadness of not knowing how to smile.- im here for you - Anonymous.. (you know who i am)

Re: your friends love you too..

[anonymous]

carly- i kno how you feel... i hate crying in front of people... but you can only hold it in for so long. i'm sorry you had such a bad day. remember that everything has to get bad before it can get better. im glad soccer helped make you happy. i love to just get out there on the field and forget all my problems and feel okay for once. hope everything gets better- smile and keep your head up. :)

Re: your friends love you too..

[twizlaz]

yes, soccer does wonders for the body and soul... heh. anyways, i hope diana plays, that would be awesome :O) thnx for evrything. mwah

Re: your friends love you too..

[anonymous]

haha... i had to read that for a few times before i realized you meant "deanna"... i was tryin to figure out who diana was lol. yeah, that would be awesome. no need to thank me. we may not be all that close, but i still consider you a friend, and that's what friends are for. *mwah* back

[anonymous]

i wish i could see you alot more, i like to brighten your day, its one of the few things i do right now a day-Dustin

[twizlaz]

ur such a busy guy... maybe we can hang out again soon, and ur right, i havent gotten my dosag of dustin for a long while.

...sMiLe...

[anonymous]

Smile...it makes ppl wonder what your thinking...what you are planning...what your next move is...and you never know...that may be what they fell in love with in the first place! Im glad we make you feel happy at soccer because that makes me happy...except when i get more bruises like i did today from tackling coach! ha well at least we can look foward to scrimmaging the guys on thursday!!! YAY!!! you know the #...xoxo
•·.·´¯`·.·•CoUrTeNeY•·.·´¯`·.·•

p.s. we'll talk about it more at school kkk

Re: ...sMiLe...

[twizlaz]

wow i like that quote thing too, maybe i will smile more often now that i heard that. :O) heh and i cant wait to play them.. and get our butts whooped :O) mwah

[thestupiderone]

hey babe...i hope u feel better...i know i say this a lot but we really really have to do something this weekend. but yeah man...dude! my dad say he might not let us scrimmage!! becuase like some of the girls might get hurt and crap...i mean that is very very possible and my dad could get into trouble but dude...it's not like we're all gunna die or something right? welp we'll see how things go 2moro..mwah...lates