I've been really suicidal today.I have about 110-115 cuts all around my body after tonight... I'm about to just give up on life from now on. So basically whatever happens happens. I guess that's how you could put it... But no one reads this anyways so what the fuck am I writing for right now
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Today will exaclty four months since Stacy broke up with me. I know we'll never be together again but it's just a part of me is hoping that I'm wrong, and that we'll be going out again soon. But I know it will never happen so I guess I'll just have to get used to it. Right? Everyones probably just like Steve would you just get over it. I'm trying
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Yesterday The only thing I remember was waking up in the river about ten feet from the shore by the Ford Bridge. It was about 8:30 pm. Now the last day I could remember was May,15th, the last thing I remembered doing was getting off the phone with Stacy after we were in a big ass fight. Now I don't even know how I remembered the password to
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Yesterday: Everything was going great. Me and Stacy hung out basically all day. We went over to her house for awhile, and we were making smores on the grill... OH YEAH!!!!!! (DAMN YOU AND YOUR STUPID TIN FOIL IDEA STACY!!!!)(YOU MADE ME WASTE MOST OF MY CHOCOLATE) That was fun... Then we got bored and started wrestling out in her front yard.
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Whats up everyone? I just wanted to say good bye to everyone from school, so Alex, Abby, Shawn, Tim, Brandon, Niki, Shae, and mostly Stacy
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Holy shit nobody is gonna believe this shit. Ok I went to Stacys' wrestling event tonight,that was ok but could've been A HELL OF ALOT BETTER!!!! Then as soon as I get home from that I'm getting bitched at by my step dad. Basically I walked in the door and sat down for a little bit, then I got up to start making somthing to eat because I had'nt
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Yep yep yep I'm finally out of summer school. Today was my last day. I just really hope I passed everything... I really doubt that I did... I hope so...... I still havent found anything else out about my dad's job yet. I really hate this wait and see shit with that. I just really wish everything with that would be done with
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