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Well i have bitching about john for the past how long?!?!?!? well thats okay now because its over. i guess i held on to him was because i thought that maybe he would love me like he did again but that didnt happen we just lost so much. and well thats okay because now i can be happy and not bitchy all the damn time. so to answer you question yes me ( Read more... )

This one is Johns Horoscope. Love Ya Babe.

Star Wars Horoscope for Libra


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Well i seen this and it reminded me of john and i guess it actually does describe me in a weird way. but still its star wars and its cool! Love Ya Babe!

Star Wars Horoscope for Scorpio


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Well fuck i just seen john get on and well he just got back off i dont really know why but it hurt from it i guess its just the loss of not having him here. i dont know how much more of this i can take. im really falling apart. i dont even want to function anymore. i dont want to live anymore with out him. and if anything happens im going to go ( Read more... )

Well finally i got a comment lol. even though it was one word i still liked it lolz. wow im so weird today. like i didnt go to bed last night becuase i was thinking of john. so i got onto the internet in which i am supposed to be grounded from. and i started to play games and got bored and then around like 11 or 11:30 i got on to aim and started to ( Read more... )

Lost Heart

I Seem To Have A Problem
I Think I've Lost My Heart.
I Can't Find It Anywhere
It's Like I'm Searching
Through The Dark.
I Was Beginning To Panic
Wondering What To Do..
Then I Remember..
My Heart Belongs To You.

!Alone with out my light! :(
*peoples need to comment*
~Amanda~

Well i guess my mom was right. i mean she asked me how much john ment to me and i said alot. and well she said then why take a break and i said well it was johns idea and i want to stop fighting. and well i never thought he would say technically we are broken up so im not going to call you honey and sweetie and not say i love you at the end. i dont ( Read more... )

Well i havent wrote in this thing in a while. it kinda sucks because it seems like i have no time anymore with practice and softball games. and then i computers i cant write becuause we have this project to do in which has to be like 10 minutes with all this other shit in here ( Read more... )